Saturday, 30 October 2010
I choose...
sweet over salty
Alex Day over Charlie (really Ebony, really?)
beef over chicken
early over late
everything over pink
the herald over the telegraph
boys over girls =S
dogs over cats
Graphmatica over Geogebra
too much over too little
high expectations and disappointment over low expectations and delight
boots over heels
bludgy over being active
school over work
blogspot over facebook
tomato sauce over bbq sauce
moonlight over sunshine
saving over spending
ice cream over chocolate
ncis: la over ncis
olives over ice cream
blogs over books
Newton over Galileo
texting over calling
spiderman over superman
iTunes over Limewire
unsw over usyd
words over pictures
good news week over the news
Mark Harmon over Michael Weatherly
half full over hlaf empty
creativity over conformity
pro-life over pro-choice
The Sims over Mario
mascara over eye liner
physics over chemistry
Kevin over Julia
too hot over too cold
you over me
Friday, 24 September 2010
countdown
How did you get one of your scars?
chicken pox. i think i scratched it? and i have a stack from falling off my bike haha
How did you celebrate your last birthday?
coming home from year 10 camp :L and having a party 5 moths late (i am clearly not very high on my list of priorities)
How are you feeling at this moment?
sort of sad, but happy at the same time? i think?
How did your night go last night?
well, im too lame to go to informal so i sat at home talking to paul who is too lame to go to the formal :L
How did you do in high school?
BRILLIANTLY. ok, so, we dont need to mention english :L
How did you get the shirt you’re wearing?
uniform shop
How often do you see ur best friend?
evryday (but not in holidays D=)
How much money did you spend last month?
too much
How old do you want to be when you get married?
in my 20s (im leaving it vague :L)
How old will you be at your next birthday?
17
NINE WHAT’S:
Your mothers name?
Coralie
What did you do last weekend?
work, and birthday party thingo
What is the most important part of your life?
being happy
What would you rather be doing?
hugging someone
What did you last cry over?
a cute song <>
What always makes you feel better when you’re upset?
chocolate
What’s the most important thing you look for in a significant other?
he has to make me feel better when im upset
What are you worried about?
not being the best i could be? =S
What did you have for breakfast?
i dont eat breakfast =(
EIGHT HAVE YOU’S:
Have you ever liked someone who had a girlfriend/boyfriend?
rofl, of course
Have you ever had your heartbroken?
everyday :) lol, just kidding, hearts dont break, they bend. my heart is learning to be flexible
Have you ever been out of the country?
no
Have you ever done something outrageously dumb?
everyday :L
Have you ever been back stabbed by a friend?
yeah
Have you ever had sex on the beach?
rofl, no
Have you ever dated someone younger than you?
er, yeah
Have you ever read an entire book in one day?
yes, harry potter books when they came out, rofl
SEVEN WHO’S:
Who was the last person you saw?
my sister
Who was the last person you texted?
oh, cant be bothered to get up, probably dad? or amy?
Who was the last person you hungout with?
yr 11s at school today + robert and paul
Who was the last person to call you?
er, my sister?
Who did you last hug?
my mummy :)
Who is the last person who texted you?
dont make me get up D=
oh fine
...*gets up*...
...
...
*comes back*
it was amy
Who was the last person you said “i love you” to?
mum or nikki
SIX WHERE?S:
Where does your best friend live?
i would put her address, but you might stalk her =D
Where did you last go?
to my room to get my phone, haha, does that count?
Where did you last hang out?
at school <> in the art quad =L
Where do you go to school?
HURLSTONE =DD
Where is your favorite place to be?
in your arms ;) (actually, its true, i like hugging people)
Where did you sleep last night?
at home?
FIVE DO’S/DOES:
Do you like someone right now?
you know, i think the answer to this is yes, but its like complicated. think of it like a dipole-dipole bond (prad's idea, not mine). its not, like, what it was, which is dispersion, but its not quite hydrogen yet. so its like strong but not very strong. (i wish that analogy wasnt so appropriate :L)
Do you think anyone likes you?
no. everyone hates me =)
Do you ever wish you were someone else?
sometimes, but ultimately, im glad im me =D
Do you know the muffin man?
not personally, but yeah, we've met a few times
Does the future scare you?
yeah, i dont wanna be in year 12, let's stay in limbo :L
FOUR WHY’S:
Why are you best friends with your best friend(s)?
because she will put up with me sometimes
Why did you get a myspace?
uhm, i didnt D=
im not cool enough
Why did your parents give you the name you have?
mum saw it on tv when she was pregnant, and it worked well with the middle name they had already picked for me
Why are you doing this survey?
i saw it on amys page, and im lame, and bored
THREE IF’S:
If you could have one super power what would it be?
id be able to make other people happy :L
If you could go back in time and change one thing, would you?
yeah, but i know i shouldnt, i just wonder what difference it would make (actually, it wouldnt make any difference, im just trying to convince myself that i can be good enough, but it wouldnt really change anything)
If u were stranded on a deserted island & could bring one thing what would you bring?
a boat
TWO WOULD-YOU-EVER’S:
Would you ever get back together with any of your ex’s if they asked you?
no, the past is the past
Would you ever shave your head to save someone you love?
of course!
ONE LAST QUESTION
Are you happy with your life right now?
i guess, yeah i am. i mean, i have my moments where i get so pissed off with myself and the rest of the world that i just start screaming "I HATE PEOPLE!!" but most of the time i am actually glad that i get to be me. im starting to like me. its a slow process, but its happening.
Sunday, 20 June 2010
Free falling
You told me to let go. But you were the one holding onto my shirt.”

"I love how you come over to me and start laughing and I start laughing too, and nothing's actually funny. But we both want an excuse to talk to each other. And maybe even an excuse to fall in love."

"Every atom of me misses you. Not a day goes by when you aren't etched in the regions of my mind. We're as different as can be. A realist, and an optimist. A goofy boy, and a serious young lady. An athlete of sorts, and a nerd. Someone who likes the Top 40, and someone who cringes at anything mainstream. Someone who is letting go, and someone who is holding on."
But sometimes it feels like we both let go, hoping we'd catch each other.
Now we're just free falling.

You know what I hate? Not telling you. Because I tell you everything. But now you know too much, and just when I was about to tell you I remembered that you know too much. And now I just want some pecan custard pie.

“You always believed what you saw. Until you learned to believe what you felt.
Do what you feel is right and you will always be doing the right thing."
Monday, 3 May 2010
Thank you."
In other words, it doesn't matter if you're failing English.
Or that you cry at inconvenient times during the day.
And it doesn't matter if you ate lunch alone.
Or that you've fought with everyone important to you in the last 24 hours (including yourself.)
This is the way the world works.
You just have to stop asking questions and fit in.
Resistance is futile.
Friday, 12 March 2010
Get to know me.
I've had this for ages, since Amy did it. But I waited till Rosa and Candy did it to be inspired enough to actually post it.
I am a morning person.
I am a perfectionist.
I am an only child.
I am Catholic.
I am currently in my PJs.
I am currently pregnant.
I am currently suffering from a broken heart.
I am left handed.
I am married.
I am addicted to MySpace.
I’m shy around the opposite sex.
I bite my nails.
I currently regret something I have done.
When I get mad I curse.
I don’t like anyone.
I enjoy country music.
I enjoy jazz music.
I have a car. (I haven’t paid for it yet, so I guess it doesn’t count? Even though it lives at my house and I drive it everyday :L)
I have a cell phone.
I have a pet.
I have at least one brother or sister.
I have been to another country.
I have been told that I’m smart.
I have been told that I have an unusual sense of humour.
I have had a broken bone.
I have caller ID on my phone.
I have changed a lot over the past year.
I have had surgery.
I have killed another person.
I have had my hair cut within the last week.
I have had the cops called on me.
I have kissed someone I knew I shouldn’t.
I have kissed someone of the same gender.
I have mood swings.
I have rejected someone before.
I have seen the Lord of the Rings trilogy.
I have watched Sex and the City.
I like Shakespeare.
I love to cook.
I love Michael Jackson.
I love sleeping.
I love to shop. (only at coles =D)
I miss someone right now.
I own over 100 CDs.
I own over 100 DVDs.
I own and use a library card.
I practice a religion that is not considered mainstream.
I read books for pleasure in my spare time.
I sleep a lot during the day.
I strongly dislike math.
I think Britney Spears is pretty.
I will try ALMOST anything once.
I work at a job that I enjoy.
I would classify myself as ghetto.
I can name all seven dwarfs from Snow White.
I am currently wearing socks.
I am tired.
I am currently waiting for someone.
I lost contact with someone.
I hate Miley Cyrus.
I think Party In The USA is catchy.
I’d date Harry Potter.
I can name all the past presidents of the
I know who was president before George Bush.
I love pickles.
I need the internet to live.
I prefer vanilla over chocolate.
I watched Star Trek.
I watched all six movies of Star Wars.
I own an Xbox.
I think music is life.
I. Music (BOLD THE ONES YOU LIKE)
Acceptance. Coldplay. Dave Matthews Band. David Bowie. Foo Fighters. Hellogoodbye. The Killers. James Blunt. Teddy Geiger. Linkin Park. Muse. Ok Go. Panic! At The Disco. Peter Bjorn.The Postal Service.Timbaland. Jack Johnson. Norah Jones. Drake.The Fray. The Wreckers. Michael Buble. BeyoncĂ©. Metallica. Massive Attack. Queen. Journey. The Cars. Supertramp. Eurythmics. Sublime. The Red Hot Chili Peppers. Wu-tang Clan. Fergie. Sarah McLachlan. Band of Horses. John Mayer. Jason Mraz. Justin Timberlake. Michael Jackson. Kenny Chesney. Carrie Underwood. Lynyrd Skynyrd. Neil Young. The Beatles. Brad Paisley. Tim McGraw. Taylor Swift. P. Diddy. Jay Z. Lil’
II. Movies (BOLD THE ONES YOU’VE SEEN)
Pride and Prejudice. Glory Road. The Princess Bride. Goonies. Center Stage.Ocean’s Eleven. Seven. Newsies. 300. Robin Hood Men In Tights. Love Actually.
III. TV (BOLD THE ONES YOU’VE WATCHED MORE THAN A COUPLE OF TIMES)
ER. Grey’s Anatomy. Saved by the
Friday, 1 January 2010
Because 2 blogs in one day isn't enough
| In 2009 I... [ ] Dumped someone [ ] Was dumped by someone [ ] Dyed my hair [ ] Failed a class [x] Fell in love [ ] Had love at first sight [ ] Had more than one boyfriend/ girlfriend [ ] Snuck out of my house [ ] Stayed up all night [x] Cried because I missed someone [ ] Had detention(s) (I can't remember a single one!) [ ] Missed curfew [ ] Kissed someone who I regret kissing [ ] Danced crazily with my friends all night [x] Gained confidence [ ] Lost a friend [x] Gained new friends [ ] Changed my look In 2010 I want to... [ ] Be more outgoing [x] Get better grades [x] Care less about how I look [ ] Care more about how I look [x] Be crazier [ ] Get a new bf/ gf [xx] Stay with the bf/ gf I have right now [x] Keep my resolution [x] To be more of myself around people In 2009, my age was: 15 > 16 A word to describe 2009: lovee In 2010 I will be turning: 17 (holy shit) Something I want to happen in 2010: be in joannie's class for once Something I don't want to happen in 2010: become sad My theme song to 2009 would be: i don't really know. My favorite colour in 2009: green =) My best friends in 2009: AMY Jenny Lisa Joannie Judy Victor Honestly, will you miss 2009: yeah, i will, i actually really liked that year, i think... a lot of myself changed. i actually grew up a lot. which still terrifies me. but at t he same time, i feel... responsible. and it's pretty cool. | |||
Happy Today!
2010.
It's so... big, and scary.
And I think, something's meant to be different.
But it doesn't feel any different.
I'm just as scared and confused about everything.
And a list of stupid resolutions aren't going to change anything.
And I've already broken the nailbiting one. At about 1 o'clock this morning.
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And... I miss my family.
No one's ever around. Between work, and visiting my grandfather, and making plans... we just don't see each other. And now whenever we do see each other, we all tell each other off. (Although I did lose $75)
I think I'll enjoy our holiday in a few days.
Simply because there will be no distractions, we'll get to be us. The whole time.
...that will be nice.
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I told you I was scared. And you comforted me. You told me I didn't have to be scared. You told me that sometimes I should just give in, and do what I want. But that's even scarier. And this is something that has been scaring and confusing me since we started joking about your birthday. And I haven't told you, but I feel like if I don't give in, I'll disappoint you too much. And I always disappoint you. And I'm sick of it. And I wish I could make you happy without everyone in the world thinking differently of me. And usually, I can. But sometimes...
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I avoid some people on purpose
I’ve thought about cheating (but you brought it up)
I hate the way I look most of the time
I actually like the way I look most of the time
I’ve been swimming in an ocean
I’ve been swimming in a lake
I have a sibling
I have pets
I’ve been on vacation recently
I love meeting new people
I am insanely shy
I’m on a sports team
My best friend is a boy (one of)
I play music
I don’t remember the last time I mailed a letter
I talk on the phone almost every night
I drink milk almost every day
I’ve kissed someone in a bathroom
I’ve kissed someone in bed
I’ve kissed someone at school
I’ve kissed someone I just met
I’ve kissed a good friend
I like to read
I like to watch tv
I couldn’t care less about video games
I hate my mom and dad
I’ve had a crush on someone for 5+ years
I’ve never asked someone out
I can touch my nose with my tongue
I love pizza
I actually love going grocery shopping
I love to travel
I’ve been to another continent
I wish I had time to watch more movies (I wish I had a better time budget)
I miss being a little kid
I’ve been to a public pool recently
Summer is my favorite time of the year
Winter is my favorite time of the year
I have a favorite holiday
I have a favorite holiday other than Christmas
I’ve been to a concert recently this year (not much has happened this year :L)
I drive
I have my own car
My room is almost always messy
I’m listening to music right now
Music helps me work
The last person I texted was a boy
I want a new phone really bad
I love cartoons family guy.
The last thing I drank was water
I used to play with barbies
I collect something (paychecks and movie tickets, and the things you get in christmas crackers)
I’ve been to a carnival recently
I know what syncopation is
I need to charge my phone
I have a huge crush on someone right now
I’ve kissed someone within the last 24 hours
I’m still in my pyjamas
I have to go to school tomorrow
I need to clean something
I’ve hurt myself on purpose
I’ve thrown up on purpose
I’ve broken a bone
I’ve eaten something weird
I’m an extremely picky eater
I’ve been out to eat recently
I love going to the mall
I hate big groups
I remember the last party I went to (i guess last night sorta counta)
I’m on the phone right now
I’m watching tv right now
I’m eating right now
I’m on the phone, watching tv, and eating right now
People say I’m funny
People say I’m pretty (only you)
I’ve been told that I have gorgeous eyes
I need new clothes really badly
My hair is up right now
I need to shave my legs
I remember the last time I went to the doctor
I actually use my locker at school (its always full of year before stuff though :L)
I get good grades
I have a MySpace
I showered last night
I spy with my little eye something that is green
I spy with my little eye something that is round
I spy with my little eye something that is broken
I’ve had surgery
Someone I know has died
Someone I know has had cancer (no one told me he had cancer until he passed away 2 weeks ago)
It’s past my bedtime
I’ve moved before
I’ve moved 4+ times
I’ve gotten something removed
People tell me that I have good hair
People tell me that they like my clothes
I wish I had some money right now
I have a job (one shift in 3 weeks is NOTAJOB)
I need a job
I actually got a stupid class ring
I’m listening to someone talking right now
I wish I could talk to the boy I like right now
I’ve kissed someone in front of my parents
I’ve kissed someone on New Year’s (haha)
I love Halloween
I remember the last time I tripped (yesterday)
I can see a picture of me from where I’m sitting
I can see my reflection from where I’m sitting
I’m kinda scared of the dark
It’s hard to sleep with the door open
It’s hard to sleep without a blanket
It’s morning
I played soccer when I was little
I played basketball when I was little
My ears are pierced
My belly button is pierced
I plan on going to college
I plan on getting married
I plan on having some kids
I babysit
I still get an allowance
I curse a lot
I got so drunk last night (everyone else did :L)
I’ve been to a wedding recently
I’ve met someone special on vacation (special only because i wrote part of my story about them)
I have an accent
I know someone who has been homeschooled
I know someone in a band
I can sing really well (i can singstar :L)
I can dance really well
I suck at math
I’ve never slow danced with anyone
I suck at spelling
I recycle
I am pro-choice
I know some rednecks
I want to get a tattoo
I want to get a new piercing
I hate MTV and VH1
I miss an ex
I still love an ex
I’ve slapped someone
I’ve punched someone
I’ve been told that I have a nice butt
I think my boobs are too small
I wish I could lose some weight
I can play the guitar
I can speak another language
I am fluent in another language
I can play the piano
I’ve been told that I can’t dance
I’m a cheerleader
I have a sweet tattoo
I have a sweet facial piercing
I need to practice something
I want to go to Mexico
I want to go to Canada
I’ve traveled across the country
I live on the east coast
I went to the beach last summer
I remember the last time I was insanely sunburned
I like to waste time
I like to sleep
I think I’m going to get asked out soon
I keep a journal
I don’t remember the last dream I had
My first kiss kinda sucked
I think smoking cigarettes is gross
I’m wearing something that belongs to someone else
My mom fixed the last meal I had
I’ve never gotten my nails done
I should be doing homework right now
I’m adopted
I love sappy movies
I love horror movies
I love musicals
I’ve seen a broadway show
The last person I hugged was my mom
All of my grandparents are alive
I miss my boyfriend
I haven’t talked to my best friend all day
People tell me that I’m short
Sometimes my socks don’t match
I can’t wait till my birthday
I’m a procrastinator
I’m not like everyone else
I like strawberries
I like thunderstorms
Someone’s mad at me right now
I hate when people are rude
I’m an optimist
My first relationship ended badly
I love when boys hold doors open
I’ve kissed 2+ people in one day
I’ve had a boy sleep over at my house
I bite my nails
I’ve been caught doing drugs
I’ve been caught cheating
I haven’t been to Disneyland/Disneyworld
I’ve passed out from drinking
I get angry easily
I’m laid back
I hate most girls
I love getting new shoes
I hate Chinese food
I don’t remember the last time I was grounded
I’ve been in love before
I’ve been cheated on
There are certain songs that remind me of my ex
I gave someone their first kiss
I straighten my hair more often than I should
I’ve been to a funeral this year (this year is very small, but i did last year)
I am insanely hungry right now
Welcome to 2010!!
Friday, 25 December 2009
Reflection
But have a great Christmas guys, and come read this tomorrow.
Confession #44: I want to go back in time and do better. I want to make you happier. You were always so sad, and I didn't know what to do.
"I sat on my floor this evening and stared at myself. I have no idea who was looking back at me and it was the most terrifying thing I have ever encountered"
When I'm alone, I rarely smile. – palefacelace
The scary thing is, that quote is true.
Yesterday, I looked in the mirror,
and I didn't recognise the face looking back.
And it's not because I don't know who I am,
it is because I have spent so long afraid of mirrors, and cameras.
That I have no idea what I look like.
And that terrifies me.
You’re all tangled up in other people.
Their worries have become your worries.
Their expectations of you have become
the expectations you have for yourself.
Their dreams are slowly turning into your nightmares.
“I have this fear that one day you’ll finally get a good look at me and
I’m going to disappoint you, cause you’ll see that I’m not as strong or as good as you think I am,
and I’m afraid that it will change the way you think about me.”
I was always waiting...
Saturday, 19 December 2009
Happy Old Year
We made lists of all the people we've ever liked (including primary and onesies) and my list was only 10 people (include one guy twice, and one guy that I only liked for an hour :L)
Lucy had like 30 something :L and amy had 17!
And Nina forgot Robert on her list :L
And speaking on Nina, I stole her quiz.
THIS YEAR I.
( ) stayed single for the whole year
(x) made out in/on a car
( ) kissed in the snow
( ) celebrated Halloween
( ) kissed in the rain
(X) had your heart broken
( ) broke someone else’s heart
(x) had a stalker
(X) went over the minutes on your cell phone (attempting to spend $22)
(X) had a good relationship with someone
(x) someone questioned your sexual orientation
( ) gotten pregnant
( ) had an abortion
(X) have a relationship with someone you’ll never forget
( ) done something you’ve regretted
( ) lost faith in love
( ) kissed under a mistletoe
(X) painted a picture
( ) wrote a poem
( ) ran a mile
( ) shopped at Hollister or Abercrombie and Fitch
(X) posted a blog
(X) listened to music you couldn’t stand
(x) went to a sleepover
( ) went camping
( ) threw a surprise party
(X) laughed till you cried
( ) laughed till you peed in your pants
( ) visited a foreign country
( ) cut in a line of waiting people
( ) told someone you were busy when you weren’t
(x) partied to celebrate the new year
(X) cooked a disastrous meal
(x) lost something/someone important to you (MICKEY BEAR!! D=)
(x) broke a promise
(X) lied
( ) went behind your parents back
(X) cried over a broken heart
(X) disappointed someone close
(X) hid a secret
(X) pretended to be happy
( ) slept under the stars
(x) kept your new years resolution
( ) forgot your new years resolution
(X) met someone who changed your life
( ) met one of your idols
(X) changed your outlook on life
(X) sat home all day doing nothing (story of my life)
( ) pretended to be sick
( ) left the country
( ) almost died
( ) given up something important to you
( ) lost something expensive
(X) learned something new about yourself
( ) tried something you normally wouldn’t try and liked it
(X) made a change in your life
( ) found out who your true friends were
(X) met great people
(X) stayed up til sunrise
(X) Cried over the silliest thing
( ) was never home on weekends
( ) got into a car accident
(X) had friends who were drifting away from you
( ) had someone close to you die
( ) had a high cell phone bill
(X) spent most of your money on food
( ) had a fist fight
(X) went to the beach with (some of) your best friend(s)
( ) saw a celebrity
(X) gotten sick
( ) liked more than 5 people at the same time
(X) became closer with a lot of people
Saturday, 12 December 2009
Circles of Life
SEVEN CIRCLES
CIRCLE ONE: THE OUTSIDE
1. What's your name: ebony 2. How tall are you: 167cm 3. What color are your eyes: brown 4. What color is your hair: brown 5. Are you Male or Female: female 6. What is your best feature (physically): err, I don’t know 7. What's your shoe size: 6/7 8. Glasses, yes or no: yeah, but I don’t wear them *looks guilty* 9. Did you ever have braces: no 10. On a typical day you are wearing: jeans and a tshirt. Or a uniform. 11. When you go to bed you're wearing: pjs 12. work out/exercise about how often: never
CIRCLE TWO: MUSIC
1. Name five of your favorite bands: in flames, westlife, the monkees, escape the fate, the corrs,
2. Name five of your favorite singers:
3. Name three songs you are currently playing nonstop: no playing anything nonstop. 4. Name one song (give lyrics) that best describes your life right now: a place in this world “I dont know what i want, So dont ask me, cause im still trying to figure it out. Don't know what's down this road, im just walking. Trying to see through the rain coming down. Even though im not the only one, that feels the way i do. Im alone, on my own, and that's all i know. I'll be strong, i'll be wrong, Oh, but life goes on. Oh, im just a girl, trying to find a place in this world.” 5. Name one song (give lyrics) that best describes your life one year ago: err, I don’t really know 6. When you're driving, what are the preset stations on your radio: uhm, vega, and nova. 7. What's the last CD you bought: u2 greatest hits for my daddy.
(ok, that a lie, but it’s the second last. And I cant tell you until I give it to the person it’s for)
8. Was the last CD you burned an actual CD or a mix: westlife cd for corinne
9. Name one song/band/singer you're embarrassed to like but do:
CIRCLE THREE: MOVIES/TELEVISION
1. Name your favorite actor: mark harmon <333 2. Name your favorite actress: keira knightley 3. Name your favorite television show right now: star trek :L 4. Name five really cool movies you've recently seen: over her dead body, playing for keeps, the time traveller’s wife, the surrogates, cant remember :L 5. Your favorite canceled television show: Gilmore girls 7. Name one movie you wish you hadn't wasted time/money on recently: nothing 8. You would never watch a movie starring: there noone that bad 9. Favorite candy/food to watch movies with: choc top! 10. Three favorite tv channels: ten, scifi, comedy 11. Favorite reality show: don’t like reality tv 12. Favorite character on a reality show: see above.
CIRCLE FOUR: WORD ASSOCIATION (Write the first word/thing/person that comes into your head when you read this word:)
1. coffee: caffeine 2. dog: toffee 3. slut: minishirt :L 4. candy: Audrey anderson 5. pole: dance 6. ocean: blue 7. brave: gryffindor 8. loving: victor 9. cookie: choc chip 10. death: grim reaper 11. life: yellow 12. child: pigtails
CIRCLE FIVE: WHICH WOULD YOU PREFER: (bold the one you prefer)
1. Ten guilty men go free OR One innocent man goes to jail for life
2. Eaten by a lion OR Eaten by thousands of small insects
3. A life of contentment without love OR A life with love and heartache
4. Skydiving from a plane OR Bungee jumping off a bridge
6. No television OR No music
7. No more pizza, ever OR No more chocolate, ever
8. A trip to Europe OR a trip to
CIRCLE SIX: THE LOVE LIFE
1. Are you currently in a relationship: yes 2. Are you currently looking/interested in someone: no 3. Are you a virgin: yes 4. If yes, how long do you plan to be one: till I stop lying to myself. 5. How many times have you been "in love": twice 6. Looking back, how do you feel about that person(s) now: confused 7. Name three things (physically) you look for in someone: beautiful smile, talkative eyes, beauty 8. Name three things (mentally/emotionally) you look for in someone: kind, chivalrous, sensitive 9. Biggest turn offs include: thinking you’re better than you are 10. Your ideal date would be: building a sandcastle 11. You want to get married, where, when, how: park/beach. 12. Does anyone have feelings for you right now that you don't return: I wouldn’t know.
CIRCLE SEVEN: THE FRIENDS (of your friends, who would you say is:)
1. The one you immediately go to with a problem: jenny 2. The most rational: joannie 3. The funniest: judy 4. The one you spend the most time on the phone with: pradeepti (free calls!) 5. The craziest (but in a good way): amy 6. The most honest: jenny 7. The purest: jenny 8. The smartest: judy 9. The most athletic: amy 10. The most compassionate: jenny 11. The one most likely to get thrown in jail and why: I don’t know 12. The last one that said "I love you": I don’t remember
Deadly sin.
7 SINS SURVEY
Wrath
[x]Sworn at your parents?
[x]Hated them?
[x]Been furious with a friend?
[x]Angry at someone for no reason?
[ ]Hated a friend?
[ ]Held a grudge?
[x]Sought revenge?
[x]Yelled at a friend?
[ ]Hit a wall in rage?
Greed
[ ]Had desire for excess money?
[x]Wanted more of something when you had enough?
[ ]Kept to yourself instead of sharing?
[x]Wanted more than you have?
Pride
[x]Bragged to someone?
[x]Had an ego trip?
[ ]Felt better than those around you?
[ ]Felt "too good" to do something?
[x]Felt like you didn't need offered help?
[x]Talked about yourself too much?
[x]Basked in your accomplishments?
[ ]Felt like nobody was as good as you?
Envy
[x]Wanted something a friend owned?
[x]Felt jealous of a friends talents?
[x]Felt envious of someones accomplishments?
[x]Or of their grades?
[ ]Or their salary and or amount of cash?
[ ]What about someone else's clothes?
[x]Appearance or looks?
Lust
[ ]Ever liked a friends bf/gf?
[ ]Had dirty thoughts of someone you werent dating?
[ ]Been in a suggestive situation with a friend?
If so, whom?
[x]Had dirty thoughts of your bf/gf?
[ ]Been to 1st base?
[ ]2nd?
[ ]3rd?
[ ]4th?
I don’t know what the bases are :L My parents were arguing about it the other night, and we came to no conclusion.
Sloth
[ ]Put off a huge project till the last day?
[x]Planned your day but not acted upon it?
[x]Thought of something but didn't feel like doing it?
[ ]Ignored homework in a class your failing?
[x]Told yourself "I'll do it later"?
[ ]Slept in past noon?
[x]Sat on the sofa for hours on a beautiful day?
[x]Not wanted to do anything physical?
Gluttony
[x]Pigged out?
[x]Till your stomach hurt?
[ ]Blown your paycheck in one day?
[ ]Wasted your money?
[ ] Spent a lot on yourself but not others?
[x] Hogged something?
[x]Kept doing something even though you told yourself to stop?
Sunday, 18 October 2009
more nina does, more amy does, more i do
how do you pronounce your name? like in the song
what is your age backwards? 51
how do you feel today? reminiscent
friendship:
who are your best friend(s)? amy =)
what friend do you tell EVERYTHING to? probably corinne, since she asks
what friend makes the most perverted jokes? yes, amy =P
who do you talk to the most in person? corinne. since shes in most my classes.
back to school:
what grade are you goin into? 11?
which period are you doing the best at? ehh. nothing =(
which period are you doing the worse at? english
Which teacher do you fear the most? crancher.
are you changing to a new school this year? never.
is someone else changing schools? are you?
who was your second grade crush? i dont remember second grade. i don't think i had one...
childhood:
what did you want your job to be? uhm. vet/fireman
who is your favorite teacher out of all of them? Dolman =)
what was one reason you cried? Because some jerk kicked me in the head in a game of dead fish. That's not dead, mate!
what shows did you never want to miss? LITTLE BEAR!
favorites:
chocolate: Cadbury or Lindt? lindt =)
color: greeen
shoe brand: im not a brand person
website: blogger/iloveim
theme park: none of them dammit. i am NOT a theme park person!!!!
instrument: guitar. air guitar being the coolest.
song: Runaway
what grade do you miss the most?: kindy? i dunno
who’s the first friend that comes to your mind that you miss? aileen
what else do you miss? little bear. :L
lies:
ever signed up for those online dating sites? lol, psh, no
ever lied about your age? lol, of course! bus is cheaper is youre 14.
to impress someone? eh, probably not
to freeload? er, no
ever used someone? of course. so many of my friendships work on using people.
this or that:
crunchie or kitkatt: crunchie
myspace or facebook: none of the above
flowers or chocolate? Chocolate is yummier (don't eat flowers!), but flowers last longer. so... both please =)
watch the news or historical teachings? be ignorant.
hold hands or kiss? both =)
white chocolate or dark? white
random:
what color are your shoes? my toes are green?
what was the last theme park youve been to? err, white water world?
name one thing you remember from history class: Gough Whitlam... err, that's it? (im so screwed for history =()
what mood are you in right now? sort of sunshiney
who was the last person you IMed? anna
who was the last person added on your Facebook: i am too lame for facebook
who was the last person deleted on your Facebook: see above
who did you last hang out with? my family?
Best: -lets go alphabetically :D
1. Male Friend: victor. none other necessary
2. Female friend: amy jenny joannie judy lisa
3. Vacation: cairns
4. Memory: err, last weekend
Last:
1. Person you saw: mum =)
2. Talked to on the phone: victor
4. Messaged over MySpace: im too lame for myspace
5. IM’d: Victor
Today:
1. What are you doing right now: =) smiling
2. Wearing? pjs
3. Better than yesterday? well, tomorrow is closer, so yes
4. Did you see the person you like? no =(
5. What’s the weather? bloody cold in orange
6. What’s bothering you right now? exams
7.What is in your wallet? money =)
8. Wallpaper on your computer’s desktop? err, the little blue thingo =S
9. Next time you will kiss someone? tomorrow =) (except i mean it amy!! =P)
10. Where was your default picture taken? im not a picture sort of person
11. Life: sunshiney?
12. House: missed me.
13. Doing this weekend? work/study
14. Wearing? pjs
15. If you could have one thing right now what would it be? you. actually no, i dont want you. :L i want a phone battery that lasts for longer than day without charging
16. Listening to? little msn thingy going dododo everytime people talk :L
18. What do you smell like? im not sure. people keep walking into the room and telling me i smell nice
19. Eating? your mum =)
20. On your bed, what is your favorite thing? you?
21. Do you believe in a soulmate? hmm, i dont really know. i dont understand myself anymore.
22. What do you wear to bed? pjs?
23. Do you remember your dreams? not often
24. Do you burn easily in the sun? yes.
26. What’s something you wish you could understand better? english
27. What did you do last weekend? work/study. wow, look at that!
28. Who do you miss? hmm, victor.
29. Who is the last girl you hugged? my mum
30. Who is the last boy you hugged? my dad
31. Who was the last person you went somewhere with? my family to orange
33. Have you kissed anyone on your top friends? top friends on what?
34. Last time you ate a home grown tomato? im not a big tomato fan.
36. What was the last thing you drank? lemonade to drown out the taste of crappy medicine =S
39. Do you like someone right now? i like everyone :L
40. What do you wear more, slacks, jeans, or sweatpants? jeans
41. What is the last movie you watched? part of loveactually :L
42. Name 3 drinks you regularly drink? cordial, juice, milk
43. What are you excited about? 11.5 hours
44. Do you want someone you can’t have? no
45. Who was last to slap your butt? karen
46. Where was the last place you went? orange?
47. What’s on your mind right now? showering? :L
48. Have you cried recently? put it this way, i just spent a weekend with my family.
49. If an unstoppable force comes across an immovable object, then what happens? the universe will end. unless the force/object is chuck norris, then that one will always win.
Monday, 12 October 2009
Stealed quiz
well, possibly, as i has a large amount of money i need to kill before it expires.
Ever had a near death experience?
err, dont think so :S
Where's your cell phone?
MOBILE!! next to me
What is the last thing you thought about?
where my mobile phone is
Do you regret anything?
nope
If you found out you were pregnant who would you tell?
everyone
What are you going to do this weekend?
i shall be in orange. looking at... stuff.
When was the last time you talked to one of your best friends?
yesterday
Do you prefer revenge or just pure jealousy/envy?
neither
Who would you like your next "fling" to be with?
im not a "fling" person
Would you curse in front of your parents?
i do all the time, but i shouldnt
What kind of camera do you have?
hand-me-down from nikki
Would you rather go to a party or out of town?
out of town
Are you slowly drifting away from someone close?
yeah
When was the last time you held someone's hand?
probably yesterday.
Who can you tell everything to?
im not sure. i dont know if i can to anyone.
Can you play guitar hero?
not unless its with jenny and we both play at the same time :L
Is any part of your body sore?
uhh, nooo
Missing someone right now?
mhmm
Is there someone on your mind that shouldn't be?
no, he should be there
When was the last time you saw the person you last kissed?
my daddy, 40 minutes ago :L
Do you like your phone?
indeed i do
Last thing alcohol beverage?
errr, a while ago
Have you ever slept in a bed with the opposite sex?
i has slept in my daddys bed
Have any of your best friends ever back stabbed you?
yeah
If you had to move in with a friend, which one would you pick?
victor
What's the seventh text message in your inbox say?
"I sowwy" - Victor
When is your next road trip?
err, thursday?
What did you do on the weekend?
uhm, go to peoples houses
Met anyone new in the past week?
stephen at work?
What do your bestfriends call you?
"Ebony"
Who was the last person to go to the movies with you?
my familia
Are you currently fighting with someone?
no, but im mad at them
Last time you had butterflies in your stomach?
er, saturday?
Who'd you like to see right now?
everyone at school
Are you mad at someone right now?
yes
What's the nicest text in your inbox say?
"everyday. yes." - victor
or "goodluck in your exam today :) <3" amy
or "hey ebony, have fun tonight. shine like the star you ar. i hope you have fun. i love you. make 'em cry. love nikki" nikki.
or "im sorry bout yesterday (couldnt even till latr to say sorry on the train) were so silly lol i love you ebs!" - lizzie
Do you mainly use your house phone or your cell phone?
neither :L why use money when msn is free?!
Is there an empty place in your heart?
no, actually, well, i will never pretend to understand my heart
Do you count down the days till anything?
lol, not really (yes, guys, i gave up)
Are you looking forward to something as of right now?
uhh, maybe camp. i dunno, for exams to be over i guess.
Have you ever been called a tease?
err, no
What are your chances of getting with your crush?
lol
What is the farthest you've traveled with a friend?
to the end of the world
Are any of your friends so close that you consider them family?
yeah
Anyone told you a secret this week?
yes, exchanging secrets at jennys <3
Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
nope. apparentyl youre supposed to. but i dont
Do you hate anyone?
i dont know, maybe boarders
Last time you wore the opposite sex's clothing?
uhh, tuesday.
What do you want in your life right now?
you! ahaha. i dunno :L
When was the last time you laughed so hard you thought you were going to cry?
telling the breadroll joke to anna
Did you tell someone something today?
no, but yesterday yes
Do you trust people easily?
i try to
What were you doing at 9pm Friday night?
i have no idea. :S
Monday, 31 August 2009
Let's be honest; I want you.
"I don't want anyone normal, that's just boring. I want someone weird. I want someone unpredictable. I want someone who lets things slide and who loves to laugh and makes me laugh. I want someone who will be crazy about me, and isn't afraid to let everyone know it. I want him to be able to tell me to shut the hell up when I am bugging him. I want someone who challenges me, in every way. I want someone who puts up with my shit, but isn't a pushover. I want someone who pisses me off, but I can never be mad at. But perfect? That's one thing I never want. Maybe just perfect for me."
I want someone who stares into my eyes and tells me he loves me. I want someone who lets me fall asleep on him when it's late. I want someone who blocks out everyone else, but let's me in. Someone who makes me feel special. I want someone who stays awake all night to talk to me. I want someone who learns to play a song just so he can impress me. I want someone who truly thinks I am beautiful. I want someone who lets me win, but also knows how to put up a fight. I want someone who will sit at home and watch chick flicks with me, but will also make fun of every line. I want someone who will slowdance with me at a football game, but scream at the ref when he makes a bad call. I want someone who can sing along to the song in my head, but will tell me to shut up when I get too annoying. I want someone who won't let me go to class until he's kissed me. I want someone who rubs it in my face when he beats me in a test, but lets me do the same. I want someone who laughs at me for tripping over my own feet, but is willing to catch me when I fall.
I want you.
Saturday, 18 July 2009
Ponderisms
I
used to eat a lot of natural foods until I
learned that most people die of natural causes.
Gardening Rule: When weeding, the best
way to make sure you are removing a weed and not
a valuable plant is to pull on it. If it comes
out of the ground easily, it is a valuable
plant.
The easiest way to find something
lost around the house is to buy a
replacement.
Never take life seriously
Nobody gets out alive anyway.
There are
two kinds of pedestrians: the quick and the
dead.
Life is sexually
transmitted..
Health is merely the
slowest possible rate at which one can
die.
The only difference between a rut
and a grave is the depth.
Health nuts
are going to feel stupid someday, lying in
hospitals dying of nothing.
Have you
noticed since everyone has a camcorder these
days no one talks about seeing UFOs like they
used to?
Whenever I feel blue, I start
breathing again
All
of us could take a lesson from the weather. It
pays no attention to
criticism.
In the 60's, people took acid to make
the world weird. Now the world is weird
and people take Prozac to make it normal.
How
is it one careless match can start a forest
fire, but it takes a whole box to start a campfire?
Who was the first person to look at a
cow and say, 'I think I'll squeeze these dangly
things here, and drink whatever comes out?'
Who was the first person to say, 'See
that chicken there? I'm gonna eat the next thing
that comes outta its butt.'
Why is there
a light in the fridge and not in the freezer?
If Jimmy cracks corn and no one cares,
why is there a song about him?
If
quizzes are quizzical, what are tests?
Do
illiterate people get the full effect of
Alphabet Soup?
Did you ever notice that
when you blow in a dog's face, he gets mad at
you, but when you take him on a car ride, he
sticks his head out the window?
Why
doesn't glue stick to the inside of the bottle?
Thursday, 16 July 2009
The base of all we know
(It's all song lyrics :L)
----
But I won't feel blue
Like I always do
Cuz somewhere in the crowd, there's you
So I'll be there when you arrive
The sight of you will prove to me I'm still alive
And when you take me in your arms
And hold me tight
I know it's gonna mean so much tonight
----
In time you can tell, he's been down for a while
But my God, it's so beautiful, when the boy smiles
Wanna hold him. Maybe I'll just sing about it.
----
If I should call you up, invest a dime
You say you belong to me, and ease my mind
Imagine how the world would be, so very fine
----
Be so damn beautiful
Mean while, I'll hide my head
Here in this paper bag
Cuz if I can't see you
Then you can't see me
And it'll be okay
----
One of these days,
I'm gonna tell him I dream of him every night
One of these days,
I'm gonna show him I care, gonna teach him a lesson alright
What a crazy day
----
Stolen from Anna's blog:
What's different out about us, is that we're friends
Well, maybe we're not just friends,
But the base of all we know is friendship
He may think I'm beautiful, but he'll sitll tease me
About how he has to look down to see me
And we may cuddle up and watch movies
But we'll still laugh and make jokes about every line
We may hold hands, but we also get into fake fights
That I know he lets me win every time
He gets mad when I don't think high of myself
And I get mad when he won't tell me what's wrong
We know more about each other than anyone
And maybe that's the thing that makes it so perfect
That he's not just a friend, or a lover
But he's the missing piece to my puzzle
Thursday, 9 July 2009
Surveys from Rosa
What's your name and how did you get it?
When I was just a baby little foetus, my mummy was watching a very stupid teenager thingo tv show. and on it was a girl called ebony, and she though "!! what an awesomeliful name!" and here i stand
Do you consider yourself creative?
No.
Prove me wrong, say something creative:
something creative.
What is the last random thing you did?
Uhm, I'm not suure.
Describe your personality:
I am a little pyscho, but I'm very deep too. =)
What is your favorite music genre?
How the hell do I know?
Do you ever daydream about being famous?
No, I'm cooler than that
Boyfriend/Girlfriend's name:
Victor =)
Describe your relationship with that person:
Well, we're a little odd :L (Him more than me)
What is your lifetime goal?
To be happy =)
Do you have any celebrity crushes?
No. Well, there is Mark Harmon...
What "label" would you consider yourself as?
I don't know. I don't really fit anywhere.
Name some major pet peeves:
People with crappy grammar. =P
What type of Blogger Layout do you tend to have?(Default, skinny..):
Dots!
Would you consider yourself organized?
Depends what I'm organising
What type of clothes do you wear most?
Jeans. Always jeans.
Do you play any instruments?
No.
Have you ever met a celebrity?
I dunno.
Describe the experience:
Memorable.
Are you more city or country?
City. Very city.
Where do you plan to live in the future?
I dunno.
Have you ever written a song/poem for/about someone?
Many.
Do you give weak or strong hugs?
Oh, well, you know, they're not that strong... <>
Are you a cuddler?
Yes!!
What type of books do you tend to read?
I don't
Has anyone called you a Bitch recently? If so, why?
Probably my sister =S
How happy are you most of the time?
Very happy. Some would say high... they may or may not be right
What is your favorite song? Why do you like it?
Like, like, ever??!! uhmm, jeez, runaway?? or maybe like, hooked on a feeling, or i hate the music, or something like that...
What kind of perfume/cologne attracts you to the opposite sex?
I have no clue either.
Would you say you're more Pirate or Ninja?
Ninja. Jackie's ninja! >:)
Do you make your own words/phrases?
All of the time, yeah
Don't you hate it when other people steal them?
No, love it!
How original would you say you were?
not very.
How many times a day do you look at yourself in a mirror?
I try not to.
Has anyone ever called you conceited?
Many, many times
Do you gossip?
I do indeed, I am a girl.
How bad do you hate cheaters and liars?
Cheaters are ok :L You know what, so are liars. It's all good!
Has anyone ever cheated or lied to you?
Yup, it was not the end of the world.
Do you answer questions with complete sentences or just a few words?
Usually a complete sentence, I usually have a lot to say. Apparently I'm a bit like that in real life too...
Do you prefer Haha or LOL?
i prefer :L
Do you like your smile/laugh?
Not really. On msn i do :L
Are you more personality or looks?
I'm hoping personality. =(
Did you just lie and put personality?
Yes. =(
How jealous can you get?
I don't really get jealous.
Have you really ever been so depressed, you wanted to die?
Yep
Don't you think Hello Kitty is just adorable?
No. No I do not.
Be honest, Britney Spears's music is okay, right?
Uhmm, suure.
Have you ever wished you had a British accent?
Yes, so I could say the loveactually opening the way it should be said
Have you ever lied about not liking a singer/band, but really did?
Not that I know of.
Do you still watch cartoons?
I never did. I'm lame.
Are you more Converse and Avril or High Heels and Simpson?
All of the above.
Makeup and gossip or piercings and screamo?
All of the above.
Plaid and ACDC or cowboy boots and Keith Urban?
None of the above.
Are you on any ADD medication?
No. But we're working on getting the help I need.
Would you rather watch a chick flick or a horror movie on a date?
chick flick. i'm scared of horror movies.
Do you ever just sing or dance for the fun of it?
no, i do it cuz it makes me feel free.
Do you ever wear mix matched socks?
yup. i'm cool like that.
Do people ever misspell/mispronounce your name?
last name, moreso
Do you have Grammar OCD?(Spelling/Grammar must be right):
YESSS!
Are you a survey geek?
No <>
Wednesday, 8 July 2009
Track list.
Step 1: Put your music player on shuffle.
Step 2: Post the first line from the first 25 songs that play, no matter how embarrassing.
Step 3: Strike through the songs when someone guesses both artist and track correctly.
Step 4: For those who are guessing -- looking the lyrics up on a search engine is CHEATING!
Step 5: You can only do 3 songs per person.
Step 6: If you like the game post your own!
1. Half past 12, and I'm watching the late show in my flat all alone
2. It's a blast, up in the universe, dreaming
3. I was born in a cross-fire hurricane
4. I was quiet as a mouse, when I snuck into your house
5. Amazing grace, how sweet the sound
6. I'm an angel, I'm a devil, I am sometimes in between
7. I was born by the river in a little tent
8. I've been loving you too long
9. You're way too beautiful girl, that's why it'll never work
10. This park, and these houses
11. When I am down, and oh my soul's so weary
12. I'm a new soul, I came to this strange world
13. It's amazing how you can speak right to my heart
14. Sunday morning, rain is falling
15. It is the evening of the day
16.There's that loving in your eyes all the way
17. We started as friends, but something happened inside me
18. What if I told you it was all meant to be?
19. This time, I wonder what it feels like, to find the one in this life
20. I remember when, I remember I remember when I lost my mind
21. Today is gonna be the day that they're gonns throw it back to you
22. Have you ever loved somebody so much it makes you cry?
23. Just have a little patience
24. I have nothing to do on this hot afternoon
25. Just take those old records off the shelf
Wow, those are actually all kinda good songs
ok, well, knock yourselves out!
happy guessing =)
Sunday, 21 June 2009
My footprints are permanent.
She'll tell you it's the only way to be
She just can't be chained
To a life where nothing's gained
And nothing's lost

the sun broke open the sky,
flooding the horizon
with light
and I felt it promise me
that something new
and beautiful was to come.

We are all in the gutter but some of us are looking at the stars

His heart will stop at the sight of you, or he doesn't deserve to live.
and yes, i am aware of the contradiction embodied in that sentence.

I realized that none of my great days in life matter without you.
You're the one I want next to me when my dreams come true.
You're the one I want next to me if they don't.
As long as I have you, nothing else matters.

there's people meeting on mars, and people crashing their cars, and kids kissing under the stars tonight, there's no reason to cry.

there's something i can't quite explain, i'm so in love with you.
you'll never take that away. and if i've said it a hundred times,
expect it a thousand more. you'll never take that away. so
expect me to be calling you to see, if you're okay when i'm
not around, asking if you love me. i love the way you make
it sound.calling you to see, do i try to hard to make you smile?
To make us smile. I will keep calling you to see if you're sleeping,
are you dreaming. if you're dreaming, are you dreaming of me
I can't believe you actually picked me

What if this is my finest moment? What if I will never be this happy again? What if this is as good as it gets??
What if... I'm okay with that?

And she said I like sunsets and sci-fi movies. I will love you for you, and won't care about who people think you are.
I'll always be there for you, and I'll randomly hug you and tell you I love you.
All I ask, she said, is that you love me for me.

She's mad at herself. Because she's never been able to tell you how much you mean.
You're beautiful she says, I love you.
But what she feels for you is so much stronger that that.
How can she let you know?

Here's to the crazy ones. The misfits. The rebels. The troublemakers. The round pegs in the square holes. The ones who see things differently. They're not fond of rules, and they have no respect for the status quo. You can quote them; disagree with them; glorify or vilify them. About the only thing you can't do is ignore them. Because they change things. They push the human race forward. And while some may see them as the crazy ones, we see genius. Because the people who are crazy enough to think they can change the world are the ones who do.


So be sure when you step,








