Formspring

Here is my formspring.
I like this idea because I am very anti secret.
Go and anonymously ask me some stuff you've been dying to know.

Or, you know, not.

But I'd like it if you did.

Falling to pieces

The previous owner of this vehicle is sitting in pieces in a box.


...thanks for the car.

Another day

Oh no- here comes that sun again.
That means another day without you my friend...

And it's so hard to do and so easy to say.
But sometimes - sometimes,
you just have to walk away - walk away.

With so many people to love in my life, why do I worry about one?
But you put the happy in my ness, you put the good times into my fun.

Denial: Not just a river in egypt

Let's pretend everythings fine
Put on our fake smiles and keep wasting our time
Let's pretend we're fine
Go out in style and come home in denial
Let's pretend we're fine

If you really gotta know I'm not doin so good
Hurt me way more than I thought it could

Cause I
Just can't handle losing you again

April 15 9:26pm

Join the club, We all fall sometimes but we get up.

Say cheese

Sometimes it's hard to pretend like nothing has changed.
Sometimes I imagine you next me though, and nothing has changed.
I see your smile, the strong one, not that weak one that grew.

But your smile's gone now.
Maybe I never even saw it.
Has it always been too late?

Tomatoes

It's completely insane and unnatural of me to cry when I see tomatoes.
But I wouldn't have it any other way.

April 16 6:23am

"Heartbreaker,

Yesterday, I told someone about the pain, and the sadness, and the anger that you wrapped up and gave to me. It felt like a weight had been lifted from me. Fifty more weights, and I think I can fly.

-Rejected"

Maybe

Maybe I didn't lose you.
Maybe you were already gone.
Maybe you were gone three and a half years ago.
Maybe you left with your smile.
And all that's gone now is your frown.

Maybe, it's ok?

The Meaning of Life

Riding with despair prohibited

Confession #9: I am angry, sad, and terrified. Why can't you give me what you promised?

“You left. I stayed. We both cried.

Time.”

"life sucks. so we eat cookies" – justkharp

I think I've just lost it.
And seriously, my family holiday on Sunday, NO ONE wants to go. We all feel so terribubble about leaving. And so WE SHOULD.

Ugh, my mind is overloaded with all this crap, and the only way to get it all out is to cry.

Which I did.
At the dentist.
And after that...
Walking home from coles.

Because, if you're gonna make a complete fool of yourself, you may as well give everyone a good view, right?

I think I might just go and find some custard and whipped cream and eat all my emotions until I stop feeling like this.

But honestly, I just can't do it anymore.

PS: I'm sorry fat fish, for thinking you were pregnant, when you were sick. I'm sorry I was so excited.

Catch upp

So, yeah, long time no talky.
What has happened with you Ebony?

Well...

*I did my english assessment and only got 35 minutes for it... because, well, teachers are stupid, and Ms Schultz says I can appeal and blah blah but who can be bothered?
*My enter key is broken, it gets stuck heaps, and I just backspaced stacks of lines
*My whole class pretty much feels crappy about physics considering even the top score in our class for the research task was pretty crap, and the rest are worse.
*I realised I have 4 classes with Richard. Yes, it took me 10 weeks to figure it out.
*I am pretty much screwed for English. Just in general. And should be doing that instead of this. But, ehh.
*Mr Peck likes Tim Minchin. =SS Why must he make me like him? He is not a good person =(
*Ms Schultz makes me feel cared about =) She was all nice and everything to me today when I was sorta freaking out
*English just generally makes me want to cry
*Me and my train people totally gossiped about every teacher in our school today =DD
*My puppy dog had an operation yesterday, and has stitches and stuff, but he'll be okayy.
*Our whole grade pretty much hates their half yearly timetables.
*I just feel tired. I think this long weekend will be very good for me. I look forward to sleep and chocolate. And the easter show with my people =)
*Today is April Fools and everyone was too stressy to notice =L
*Me and Amy stalked Mr Robson for his email =DD Plus I have all my teachers except Dillon's
*Pitt told us about this cool science thingo that I don't think I can go to because I'm going to Tasmania.
*The dragons play tomorrow and this game may determine my happiness for the week :L:L Seriously! We're top of the table!! =D
*I've been listening to a lot of music lately, it makes me happy.
*I keep feeling like studying. Like at the station today, I totally cracked and opened a book :L

Live long and prosper