Monday, 11 May 2015

I want to be a Sim

I want to be a Sim, living in my Sim house with my Sim dog working everyday at my Sim job that doesn't require a Sim degree. I want life to be a series of hunger and energy and fun bars that I just need to fill to be happy. I want to water my Sim plants and stock my Sim fridge with my Sim vegetables and I want to only know four people and never have to see them, only call them to maintain our friendships. I want to be able to afford my Sim house almost the moment I move out of home and I want to spend all my Sim money on pretty plants and fancy televisions and really, really comfortable beds. I want to open a Sim business and sell my Sim paintings that I paint on the side, just for a bit of fun. I want to fall in Sim love and get Sim married at my house, in the backyard, with only my four friends present. I want a cheat to turn aging off so I can live forever young and beautiful until I decide that I'm ready to grow old. I want a cheat to give me as much money as I need to buy the house I've always wanted. I want a cheat that changes the time to give me that extra hour in the day that I need to have breakfast before work.

Friday, 8 May 2015

Who are you?

I'm the girl who is always dreaming, waiting for tomorrow to bring a better day. My mind full of possibilities and if onlys and one days. I promise you that the future will be better but everything can only ever disappoint. I wish I didn't disappoint.



I count the ways I let you down
On my fingers and toes but I'm running out
Clever words can't help me now
I grip you tight but you're slipping out



I'm the boy your mother warned you about, here to break your heart. To tell you that you mean the world to me and two days later tell you I'm in love with someone else. The boy who can't make up his mind and doesn't know what he wants but right now I'm so sure it's you.




Sometimes honesty is the worst policy
Happy ever after, happy ever after
Let it go, you never need to know
I'm going to be picking up all of these tiny little pieces
Tiny little pieces of your heart, won't do it anymore




I'm the girl your mother never warned you about. And wasn't that a big mistake? Because you've fallen in love with me so many times that your favourite songs sound like me. And you wish you could let go but that ship sailed a long time ago.



All the pain you tried to hide
Shows through your mascara lines
As they stream down from your eyes
And let them go, let them fly
Holding back won't turn back time
Believe me I've tried



And I'm the boy you wish you could love. Stuck in a cycle that you wish you could break. Because I've fallen in love so many times I've given up on the world. And you want to hold me and say that one day someone will treat me right. But you know it's all a lie.