~Break those pillars down!~

For my 200th blog post (you guys didn't even know my blog birthday was coming up, did you?), I've tossed up a lot of ideas. I've thought of some sort of refleciton on how far I've come since my first post, or even since my 100th post. But no, I've decided that today, I am going to inspire myself. Or at least try to. Here goes nothing. (It may actually turn out to be nothing)

Nothing's ever going to be perfect.

Your mind and your heart will never agree on everything.

You will never be certain if it is the right thing to do.

Do It Anyway!

Because life is too short to question everything.

In the space between yes and no, there's a lifetime.

It's the difference between the path you walk,

and the one you leave behind.

It's the gap between who you thought you were, and who you really are.

It's the legroom for the lies you'll tell yourself in the future.

And the world will throw you a few surprises.

Fate has a good way of doing that.

And when you make up your mind about everything,

God will laugh in your face and change the rules.

You just have to stick to it.

Always, stick to it.

Life is short, eat too much chocolate.

Because, at the end of the day,

it doesn't matter if you're a little unhealthy

Everyone's gonna die someday...

The best you can do is die happy.

There's no returning,

I keep comparing, you're always winning

I try to be strong but you'll never be more wanted

If everyone was told the world was gonna end in 5 minutes,

everyone would pull out their phones.

They would ring their parents,

their children,

their best friends,

and the people they love most in the world.

Confessions of love would be made worldwide.

The world is not going to end.

And love has no place in our world.

So people keep it inside,

and people burn.

Here's what I do:

I think too much

I drive myself insane

I make up ideas in my mind

I try to understand complexities beyond my comprehension

And I never do anything about it.

And when I do, I stuff up.

But part of me wants to stuff everything up now.

So when it gets to the point where it matters,

there's nothing left to stuff up.

And I get it right.

I have my doubts that this is what I've lived for.

This strange warp of the real me, and the me I pretend to be

OK, so it's not entirely a pretence...

Actually, it is now

Everything's a pretence now

And I have no idea why the hell everything stuffed up.

But it did.

Shit happens.

I'm always gonna try again tomorrow

Because, otherwise, I'm just giving up

And sure, I've always been a quitter

But I'm gonna change that

Yesterday, I made a wish for everything to stay the same

After every wish,

for everything to change,

I finally want it to stay

Not that I'm happy

Just that I know it's gonna get so much worse.

Can you imagine the beauty of such a world?

A world of kindness?

When everyone was nice to each other?

Let's ALL be nice to each other

OKAY?

No, that will never happen

People will always have prejudice

People will always fight

But people will always smile

Some dreams never get realised

Some hopes never get their chance,

Some aspirations hide away, and

Some wishes are never spoken

Then again, some fires never burn out

I cannot change the world; but I can change myself!

No one looks at the sky enough anymore

I do a lot of looking at the sky

I do a lot of wishing

Sure, I'm crazy,

sure, I'm a dreamer

But I smile more than you

And maybe I'll never be as happy as you

But I feel infinite

And until you look at the sky

You'll never know what that's like

And there are a lot of people who never knock down my walls

There are a lot of people who are kept away by walls

Break them!

If this blog has taught me anything,

it's that I don't mind people seeing my mind

I want you to ask questions

I want you to tell secrets

Because it's us against the world

And I think we can win <33

And I am a lot of things

I think my drama assignment taught me that

Sure, it made me realise the things I hate about myself

It made me realise that I don't know myself

But it made me realise what I'm not

So I'm that little bit closer to discovering what I am

So I'm going to love myself

And I'm going to love everyone else

Even the ones that don't love themselves

And I'm going to teach you all a lesson about love

And I will love you unconditionally

And I will love myself unconditionally

They say "treat others as you would like to be treated"

Don't you deserve the same treatment?