So now, it's become some sort of weird obsession of mine.
And still, nothing changes. Except me.
Never want to get over you – voices.screaming
It's funny how you go through the year and nothing seems to change but when you look back, everything is different.
It's amazing that no matter how much we tell ourselves that we won't change for anyone, we always seem to.
And no matter how much we say we won't care what they think about us, it's the number one thing on our minds.
If you look at how I used to be and you look at me now, you'll realize I'm not the same girl I used to be.
All of this shit got to me.
I've always avoided fights.
I make jokes instead.
I tell people what they want to hear just to avoid confrontation.
I pretend to want things I don't want and I pretend not to want things I do want.
No one gets hurt except me.
The lines are so crossed and blurred at this point that I don't know what I want.
I just know I want it to be easy...
And sometimes it's easier for me to pretend rather than face my feelings.
Sometimes it's easier to try to make it alone rather than risk getting hurt again.
Sometimes it's easier to be numb towards certain people so I don't let them get too close.
Sometimes I'm scared, but when I act numb towards you, it doesn't mean I don't care, it means I care too much.
And we all know that love is stupid and screwed up
We all know that at the end of the day, everyone gets hurt
And everyone is lonelier than when they started.
But when you have it, it feels so beautiful
That we all go through it anyway.
My heart's his. He deserves better. – Thriving Violet
he landed smack in the middle of your world,
and turned everything upside down
until you were addicted to his smile,
his voice filled your dreams,
and everything that didn't make sense before
is all of a sudden perfect.
And sometimes you wish you could choose who you loved.
You wish you could decide who was best for you.
It would make life that much simpler...
But somehow, less magical.
All my memoirs are about him – hopelessromantic
And it actually is everything it's cracked up to be
It's worth fighting for, worth being brave for
It's worth getting hurt, and it's worth risking everything
Sometime saying goodbye is a way of say "I'll remember you"
8 comments:
i miss falling head over heels for a guy...
my brain doesnt let me anymore :S
i dont know why =='
awww.
And Yeah great job with shave for a cure. But you know me, you know what I'm doing, ;) and... Well I am hundred percent sure its year 12.
And, theres nothing wrong with this person making this blog. Just as long as it doesn't get too slack
What do i say?
aside from, i know what you mean?
*Sometime saying goodbye is a way of say "I'll remember you"*
hmmm, i was thinking about that on the way to work today, no matter what happens, u'll always be as big a part of my life as Domenica was, and i can't say whos more important, or better, cause ur both special to me for different reasons...
so u shall sit along side each other in my minds eye along with everyone else who has ever touched my life and i'll look back on you all with joy and appreciation when i am old and all i have is my memories...
hmmmm, y does it scare us so? dying alone? i so often see really old people together, so fragile and frail, but they still walk down the street together, hand in hand...
It must feel so unbelievable, to know that this person has stood by you for YEARS, and will continue to do so, to know thier is nothing u could possibly do to make them leave u...
y'm i tlkn bout this shit? just makes me feel fukn worse...
>.>
You don't need to say "endless" rainbow, cause thats a given, it's like saying "wet" water :P
Aren't they so beautiful, yet so elusive... so faint if u do see one and the colours just seamlessly melding into each other...
i'ma go now, my comments getting to long...
;)
Amy - you are very very lucky for that. :L
Kris - I think, it scares us to die alone, the same way we’re scared of the dark. When you’re little, you don’t want to face the dark on your own, because on the other side is the unknown, and you need someone with you when facing unknown.
And I DO need to say endless rainbow, because it implies the lack of a pot of gold.
lol
touche
but that gold crap is only a fairytale, and who believes in fairytales?
most things are beautiful enough as is, leaving no need to decorate them with fanciful stories...
Reply: I reckon they don't know what blogging is. ROFL.
but then again I'd be so shocked if it was someone from our grade? o_o
because maybeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
you're guna be the one that saves meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
annd after alllllllllllllllllllll~~
you're my wonderwallLLLllll~
:)
Is that a song you wrote? I like it.. [:
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