I'll be yours.

Because I feel a need to write.

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My mum says "I love you" and I say "Bullshit" in a joking way. We both laugh; neither of us says anything, because we both know I’m right.

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A big part of me wants to just pack up and run. But the rest of me knows that running from problems isn’t a way to solve them. The rest of me is swaying towards the running though. If only I could escape. Imagine…

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Not yet. Soon, but not yet, I'm not ready yet. And sure, I may not ever be ready, but the longer you wait the more ready I will be. Please... I deserve a chance, don't I?

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And you all think I'm fine. You think that when I push things away, it's a sign that I'm not feeling them anymore. You don't notice when I pace around, terrorising myself, and part of me doesn't notice anymore either. But part of me does, and part of me hates that you will never notice.

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When was the last time you looked at the sky? The stars, the clouds... It makes you feel so insignificant. But at the same time, it is indefinately comforting. To know that there are bigger things out there. Things that have been designed with a little more thought than you. Things that can make decisions that actaully end up right.

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She said that no matter the intentions, curiosity cannot justify death. Well then what the hell can? Disease? Age? War? What DOES justify death? What is something that we can all say, oh, it's ok that that person will never again have another thought. That they will be forgotten, that they are finished. How can we justify it to ourselves?

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I'm not scare of my future. Everyone wonders what will happen to them in 5, 10, 20, 50 years time. Where will I be? And I'm not scared that I'm not going to be who I should be, because that ship sailed a while ago. In all relaity, I'm just scared that I won't survive to get there.

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Maybe you are stronger than you thought. And maybe if you give yourself a chance, you can prove it. Prove it to yourself, and prove it to everyone around you, all you need is someone to believe in you. I do.

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I love to watch you
You're like candy to my eyes
Like a movie that you've seen
But you gotta watch just one more time
But that smile you're wearing
It's a beautiful disguise
It's just something you put on to hide the emptiness inside

And you seem so lonely
But you don't have to anymore...

[Chorus:]
If you're a heart without a home
A rebel without a cause
If you feel as though
You're always stranded on the shore
Like a thief in the night
Let me steal your heart away
Baby if a reason’s, what you're looking for
I'll be yours
I'll be yours

You need a new sensation
One you never had before
I got a feeling if I gave you some
You'd probably want some more
Did you know that baby
You're the bluebird in my sky
I only wanna make you happy cause
I love to see you fly

And if you feel lonely
You don't have to anymore

[Chorus]

I'll be yours, I'll be yours

I'll be the raft in the tide
I'll be yours
I'll be the truth in the light
And what's more
When no one opens the door
I'll be the hope that you're looking for

[Chorus]

I'll be yours...