Why can't I believe even myself?

I'm not actually working today because I swapped my shift with Nikki, but I don't have time to blog cuz NCIS is on.

updates:

- charlie is home, but still a little sick. he'll recover, i'm sure
- i lost my RAP this morning (no kidding) so i redid it in recess, and crossed my fingers that SOMEONE could read my writing. (again, no joke)
- performed dance in p2. Shailin was awesome! The rest of us? We... danced. :L But we got our message across so it should be okay
- i have recently had a number of epiphanies. including: who the hell am i? how can i do an assignment on a person i dont know? is this really who i am? is it worth lying to myself to be happy? if i hate fake people so much, how come im one of them?
- geo essay in p3 today. i only wrote 3 pages (shock horror!)(judy wrote over 5!). i think it almost made sense.
- i am getting very sick. but not sick enough to take tomorrow off school =(
- there is a buglet on my printer. my dad has identified him as a silverfish. he is IN my printer now. he may get smushded by something.
- my green chucks totally starred in a dance today that i missed. stupid RAP. but lisa filmed it, so i will eventually watch it
- rosa said that 33 people in our grade blog. i plan on finding and following all of them. this shall be fun.
- two very degrading things happened in drama today: jayson finished his assignment before i started mine; i cried in front of kolodziej. im not sure which is worse.
- i spent a great deal of time on MSN today for the first day in... forever. it was awesome
- charlie no longer lets me open multiple tabs of internet. this thoroughly pisses me off. dont tell Charlie though, he's finally being nice

and that concludes my today.
wow, a lot of stuff happened.

Haha, oh yeah, and welcome to my new readers ;) Must love Google, right?

Ciao

PS: I'll see you under the moon