Friday, 7 November 2008

I have a lot to say today

"Hello???"
My eyes refocused as my hed snapped up to look at her. She looked a little anxious, but I continued to gaze absently at her.
"What you looking at?" She asked with a smile as her eyes followed the path mine had been on seconds earlier. I tried to shake my head so she wouldn't look, but I realised it was too late. The smile slid from her face as comprehension dawned, she knew it was him.
"Oh right" she looked uncomfortable that she'd seen something she knew was so personal to me.
"I'm sorry" I still felt that this my fault. After all, it most probably was.
"Don't apologise" she paused "You can't help it" she mumbled, as she looked away.
She had a point. It was difficult for me to resist looking for him everyday. Difficult not to know where he was at every second, she knew it made me anxious.
"Still sorry though" I felt so bad, I never gave her a second thought, he had become my life now.
"Yeah, I know" and we continued to eat in silence.

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Part 1's 6 words: I've taken residence inside my books. - angelica

I just wanna blog about New Moon again.
Go away if you’re sick of my twilightis.

OK, Bella? Dearest, darling, silly silly girl. See that guy over there, Jacob? Yeah? He’s perfect for you. And Edward? He let you go. That’s because he is an IDIOT!

He thinks he’s in love with you cuz he heard you say his name when you were asleep. You think you’re in love with him, because he FINALLY started talking to you again.

Jacob wants to be there for you. Actually have a conversation with you. Spend time with you without wanting to suck your blood. He wants to love you. He thinks you can be divine, and it’s hurting him that you won’t give him a chance.

So, Edward? Even if he does come back (as we all know he will, cuz this is a storybook, not reality), he’s not worth it. Because he thought you would be better off if he left. Prove him right.

He never really loved you, just as you never really loved him. What you thought was love, was merely attraction, and he didn’t deserve for you to think of him as you did. You know you love Jacob. Deep down, you know that you two can be extraordinary. Let him love you too.

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New Moon Part Over.

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Part 2's 6 words: Nobody's judging you now. Just write. - October

OK, a big hello!!! To all the really cool people who have started 6 word memoir accounts, even if you've only posted a few times, you guys are fully rocking my socks right now.
And even if, at first, you find it hard to post your deepest darkest secrets on the Internet, one day, you'll try it, and probably get feautured, and from then on, you won't be afraid. So take it in your stride, learn from other people, enjoy the anonymity of it.
Keep in mind:
There are people out there that have it harder than you, never diss someone for what they think.
People love comments; comment lots, let people know when you enjoy their work.
Someone in that beautiful teen community feels the exact same way about something as you, let it out, so they won't feel so alone.

And of course, you will start thinking in 6 words. This is one of the mant hazards of going on the site too much. But use it! Think everything in 6 words, publish it, and you will have a beautiful documentation of your every thought.

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Part 3's 6 words: Let's say I AM two people... - Shadowesque

Ever have that feeling, where you don't know what to do...

And it's like, you have 2 options.
The Angel
and the Devil
(couldnt you just hear those capitals?)

You know that you should choose the angel.
You know that the angel is the right thing to do.
It's tempting to choose the angel.

You know that you might choose the devil.
The devil will make you happier.
It's tempting to choose the devil.

And then, sometimes, you don't even know which one is which.

Because, sometimes, the options you have, they're both wrong!
There's no black and white, they're grey.

How do you figure out which decision to make?
When both could be so wrong.

Do you do what's right for yourself, or those around you.
Should you sacrifise your well-being to make someone happy?
Do you do what's right for friends or family.
Which takes priority, your heart or your soul?

And the all important:

Do I will do what feels right to me? The option that will make more people happy? The option that puts smiles on faces.

Or do I choose to listen to people giving me advice? The option that hurts people, that hurts me, but is better for me.

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THE END.

1 comment:

Rosa said...

i would choose to make others happy,

(: