Familylife

Always better with writing than speaking. – coulda.been.a.comet

I feel like writing about something I don’t normally blog about, because it’s a little too personal. But I want my blog readers to know EVERYTHING, so here, read and enjoy:

At least Dad has recognised the problem, but he doesn’t express himself very well. Idiot. She’s so upset now. What he MEANT was that she really shouldn’t be worrying too much about changing the house when the two of them have been sleeping in different rooms for three years. What he SAID was that she’s “too focused on materialistic things” and that she “cares more about the house than the home”.

At least he’s finally realised the problem, right?
Although I’ve only recently come to terms with it. And I think my sister has too, so ‘opening up old wounds’ suddenly has so many different meanings in my life.
You guys don’t realise that not telling me stuff hurts me more.
Sure, you’re scared that if you say something it will cause me to think about it and all the connotations associated with it, but that’s my problem!

I want to know anyway. Tell me anyway. Deal with problems head on. Because Nikki and I have run out of ways to deal with this. IGNORE IT is as far as we've gotten.
I don't know how you want me to deal with this, but you guys had better sort yourselves out, cuz you KNOW we can't just go on like this.