Blogsecret/Thankyous/XmasWishlist

Quote: "I wrote this song for you. I used only the good notes" - The Holiday. holiday=love.
6 word memoir: Be different. Everyone else is boring. – pinkpixxie4432. memoirs=addiction
Song in head: Runaway - The Corrs (It's been stuck in my head ALL DAY!!) corrs=coolest
Listening to: Dark Star - Grateful Dead. stars=pretty
Thinking about: How much this song reminds me of last year and 8R07. (I used it for my 1960s project in History) 8R07=goodtimes.
Annoyed by: The fact that this song has no words, come on, everyone knows that's always the best part! lyrics=awesome
Cheered by: Eating corn. corn=yummy.
Mood: Words couldn't even go close to explaining.

Ehh. I have PAPN tonight, and I have to wear a skirt =O. We're not allowed jeans! Seriously! Of my 4 pairs of pants, all of them are jeans! (Different colours, yes, but jeans all the same).

Oooh, do you guys remember me talking about Blogsecret??
(I can't be bothered to link that to my blogsecret post. Just look through my blogs lazys)

OK, well, I have another one for you. (I found a short one!)

Dream Come True?

I fantasise loads. About you. About us. About us creating a life together.
I know I’m getting ahead of myself and I know that we’re not at that stage yet,
but I can’t help but dream about the time when we can be together. Properly
together.

Everyone has dreams and that’s OK. But sometimes I let my dreams affect the
here-and-now. I worry about how I will cope if we can’t realise my dreams. When
we have problems it makes me scared, because I want more than anything for my
dreams to come true.

I want to find out from you if you feel the same way as me. I think you
might, I hope you might, but I don’t dare assume that we will end up together.
Just in case. I am so scared of being hurt. I’m so scared that my dreams will
always be dreams and never become real.

When I was younger I used to fantasise a lot about guys that I had crushes
on. Sometimes I found it difficult to separate dreams and reality. I hated my
real-life. I was insecure. I was lonely. I felt inadequate. Living in my dream
world was just easier, happier and more rewarding.

I’m terrified that if things didn’t work out between us I’d go back to
this. I would feel like I was better off living in a made-up world with you,
than in the real world without you there for me.

I don’t want to have to dream because my life isn’t good enough without
dreams. I want to be able to dream because it’s enjoyable.

Should I ask you about your dreams? Would that make me feel less scared and
vulnerable? Should I just wait and see what happens? Should I try to stop
dreaming about the future and concentrate on the present? Will I even be able
to?

Yeah, it's an easy read, I know. Short and sweet, how simple.
OK, I just spent half an hour reading other Blogsecrets. Wow. They're addictive.

OK, back to my blog.

I really have nothing to write.

I'm not sad today. I mean, sure, I'm a few million lightyears away from hapy, but I'm not sad, I don't think. All this excitement caused by PAPN, it's nice. Not that I'm excited. I mean, jeez, what do I get to do? Accept an award and sing a song I still haven't learnt the words to in a language I'd never heard of before last week. But people's happiness is helping me.

And music. I was on my sister's computer yesterday, and she'd recently ripped our 'Very Best of The Corrs' CD onto it. So that was my playlist ~ hence the Corrs-related blog. But it's cheering me up. Singing Corrs songs in my head.

Note to all people who put up with me at sport today: I'm very very sorry for my bad singing. But the songs were awesome, right? Besides, it was mainly Runaway, and if you don't like that then maybe you shouldn't be my friend, huh? (Except Joannie, I'll keep Joannie)

Note to all people who WEREN"T at sport today: YOU BLUDGERS!!! Especially Lisa/Judy. Who knew Judy had it in her to jig? I would have joined you guys, or the guys cuz you were just going home, except I knew I'd get caught. But you should have all come!! We did, like nothing! T-Ball/Cricket. But in cricket, half of us sat on tables and said "no, sir, we're the batting team" when McCord asked us to pick up the cricket ball.

...

Thankyou Jenny for my secret santa present! When I said I wanted Mei-Wei for Christmas, I didn't mean it that literally!! SO THANKYOU!

Thankyou Joannie for not leaving me today at sport. You are ubercool.

Thankyou Lisa for your Christmas card!! And I DIDN'T read it around people, I read it practicing for MADD. There was no one else there. And I shall try.

Thankyou Judy for your Christmas card. It was the first one I got all year, it made me feel all happys.

Thankyou Rosa for the candycane. It tasted like Christmas.

Thankyou Amy for all your random really biig hugs. They never fail to make my day, you rock!

I know half you guys don't read my blog. So I might say all that in real life, if I'm bothered.

I'd walk through hell for you. – Paige

I know it's heaps like my star one. But I wrote mine first!! Besides I mean it for my friends... I think.

Okays. Everyone else has written a Christmas wishlist, so I'm gonna give it a go.
If you really love me, and are rich and feel like getting me a present this Christmas, you should try:
(And even if you're poor, cuz there are some cheap/free options on this list)

FLEXIruler.
Cus well, normal ones break in my bag. Seriously, everything breaks in my bag. It's a weapon of mass destruction. No really, everything! My bag even broke my Jap CD last year. And when I don't have a ruler, people get annoyed when I borrow theirs (except Osmond. He just laughs cuz I also don't have exercise book, text book, calculator, protractor, compass, and all other stuff I should bring to Maths.) (And also cuz he's awesome).

WESTLIFE CD
Hehe, how convenient that I am listening to Westlife music now...
But it's all shitty, cuz it's all Limewired.
And I don't have any full albums of songs. And YES, I still listen to CDs. And I cbb making them from my comp.

NCIS Season 4
Yeah, I know, it's sorta expensive. Buhh, I really want it! I tried watching it on youtube, but it's not the same with a 19" screen, when I have a huge plasma TV out there just waiting to be used. Besides, Season 4 is the only one I haven't seen. And I would love it very very much.

MEIWEI
No really, she is the coolest. If you could get me Mei-Wei, I would be forever in your debt. =)

CANDYCANES
They taste like Christmas. No, really. And last ear I only got 43 (yes, only!!) and they didn't even last me till Febuary. So, the more the merrier!! I will appreciate them all, I promise!! (Especially if they're green)

POST SECRET books
If you buy them from Amazon.com, 10% of profits go to keeping Postsecret website alive. And I love reading people's secrets. Especially since I can normally relate.

Tell me your SECRETS
Seriously, I love hearing secrets. And then I have heeeaps, so we can exchange if you wants =)

NOT QUITE WHAT I WAS PLANNING 6 word memoir book
You guys know I'm obsessed with them, right? Cuz I full on litter my blogs with them. And I think I have more fun collecting them for blogs than you guys do reading them. But the thrill is not all in the find. Just browsing people's life stories is soo cool.

TEEN MEMOIR book (which name I do not know)
I'm gonna be in it!! So I have to read it, right? Exactly! I can't just miss opportunities like that, can I? So you buy me book? *nods*

HUGS
If you love me at all, you will hug me this Christmas (especially end-of-term-hug {warning: I am not responsible for any bones I may break giving you end of term hug} and especially LISA!! Who actually went to hug me yesterday before asking me why.{yes I'm getting to you})

MAKE me a CD
No, seriously. You all know that I am not very musically diverse. I do not listen to your music. Basically, anything from this decade is put on the backbenches. So make me a CD of stuff you think is cool. And I will listen to it, and maybe even sing along to the songs stuck in your head. (WARNING: Songs must have good lyrics or else VERY VERY good music. Because what is a song without good lyrics? Not worth it, that's what it is) (Warning: you will have to put up with my terrible renditions of all songs you give me)

Hehe, ok. My Christmas list is over.

Ok, just a reminder to all you idiots who forgot/haven't been paying attention over the last forever.

WE"RE GONNA BE ON TV THIS WEEKEND.
Channel 10, 10:00am.
They are announcing the winners of nationals for Wakakirri. And showing performances. Ours is the good one!!
Oh yeah, and I can't remember if it's Saturday or Sunday (shutup! some things aren't important...wait). Because people told me Sunday the 13th. But Sunday's the 14th :S
So watch it on Saturday, and if it's not on, watch on Sunday too.

(YES, that it my solution, shut up!)

Quote: Sameera: "You need a pace maker"
Me: *looks confused*
Sameera: "to fix your heart"
YES! I spoke to Sameera, cuz all you ppls rejected me at sport!
6 word memoir: You taught me how time flies... – Eralyn
Song in head: I never really loved you anyway - The Corrs
Listening to: Don't Care - Delta Goodrem
Thinking about: How good a job Delta did for her first song. (And how cool the lyrics are! Got the lyrics!)
Annoyed by: Having to wear skirt tonight.
Cheered by: Family finally being together tonight. With no one at work/hospital/drama.
Mood: Hopeful. Yeah. Hopeful.