Thursday, 11 December 2008

Categorising life by colour.

Quote:
Ellen:"Who’s Matt? Am I to assume you’ve finally named the voice in your head?”
Gina: “No, the voice in my head is a female”
--Instant Message
6 word memoir: Fell asleep thinking about his kiss – edyka
Song in head: Breathless – The Corrs. I love it. <33
Listening to: 3AM – Matchbox Twenty
Thinking about: Hmm, everything. Not that that’s unusual for me. But normally my thoughts are guided towards something vaguely specific.
Annoyed by: Shitty version of 20 good reasons I’m listening to, cuz there’s no good ones on Limewire.
Cheered by: Knowing that I can save someone
Mood: Hopeful. Happy (FINALLY). Reminiscent. And something else… but I dunno what it is.

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Yesterday I found out that one of my family friends is pregnant. She’s 22. Not in a steady relationship. My reaction: :O “That’s so cool”. My parents: :S
I think I really freaked them out.
But honestly, I don’t care.


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OMGSH. I came 4th in our grade in Science!!!

NO! I won’t let it go!!
That is sooo cool!!! 4th!!!
I’ve never come 4th in anything!


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You people will never ever guess who this is about. That makes me smile:
Weird. I mean, I don’t think I’m jealous, I just don’t want you to like her. I don’t want you to like me either, though. I just…maybe I think you’ll hurt her, cuz she sorta likes you too. I dunno. I know you made my day today. Because you made me realise that I have a gift. A gift I shall use to its full potential.
Especially regarding you.
I will help you, if it’s the last thing I do.
Which it could be.
Although, you don’t scare me, you excite me.
And I’m sorry I stare at you so much, it’s just because you intrigue me.
But now I have a point to prove.
And I can’t wait!!


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She swears the moon don't hang quite as high as it used to
And she only sleeps when it's raining

And if there's no tomorrow
And all we have is here and now
I'm happy just to have you
You're all the love I need somehow

It's like a dream
Although I'm not asleep
And I never want to wake up

I don't want to say I love you
That would give away too much

Though I'm frightened by the word
Think it's time that it was heard

I don't wanna say I want you
Even though I want you so much

No there's nothing quite as real
As a touch of your sweet hand
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OK, so, I've gone through my next 100 memoirs. And... I've picked out all my favourites. And I ended up with 31. But I don't want to kick out any of them. So you get 31 instead of 30 this time. And if you don't wanna read them, then skip em, ok? I don't care. Just don't tell me (:L).
Disclaimer: Some of these aren't about what they should be about, or what you think they're about. Some aren't about anything, but I guess, I thought them, so I must have a reason.
Ehh, just read em, you losers!

Can't lose what I never had.

Your voice makes my head spin.

Maybe saying it'll make it true.

Wish my life was a fairytale.

I always feel empty around you.

There's a reason it's called "falling"

Sorry in advance for tomorrow's mistakes.

My thoughts are slowly killing me...

I've finally found happiness within myself.

Can't do what's best for me.

I can be my own superhero.

I thought you needed me too.

God,
Why is everyone else normal?

The stars spell out your name.


I taught him to break me.

Tears form pools on my pillow.

You are beautiful, never forget that.

How can I fight with destiny?

I love you. End of story.

Your eyes outshine the night sky.

Your words cut holes in me.

I'm going to be happy today!

That 1% is tearing me apart.

Everyday, every night, every thought; you.

I'd catch a star for you.

I'd love to watch you sleep.

Is it better to have loved?

Runaway with me, our own lovestory.

You make my soul feel happy.

Scared I'll run out of words...

Warning: Next mood swing-- 30 seconds.

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You know, this is my 99th post.
How exciting!!
My last one before I reach triple digits.
I wonder if my 100th post will be worth it.
5 moths.10 days.
That's how long I've had my blog. And MOST of posts were in November :L.
I'm getting to be a more frequent blogger.
I like this now, it feels safe, like, I trust you guys.
Do feel special?
You should!
And you know what else you should do??
COMMENT.
Cuz seriously, half the people that used to read my blog, I don' think they bother anymore.
And if you're reading this, like, next year, when you go blogsurfing... comment anyway!! (And then feel guilty for not reading earlier. But comment first)
It's my delurking day!!
So delurk!

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=D.
Today, drama club performed for year assembly =)=).
Apparently, everyone stuffed up.
But we had fun...
And it was fun practicing.

I'm sorta pissed that peoples laughed at us...
Like, it was meant to be all tragic... how we all die because we're all forgotten. And how being misunderstood can lead to bad things happening.
That's right!! There's a message is our bad acting!
I still haven't seen our performance.
Cuz everyone always mucks around, and when we actually perform, I die before we even get halfway, and then I just sit there dead on Cassie/Imogen/Sophie/whoeverispuppet2, and try not to smile. I sorta wish I'd seen it.
Although, peoples were filming it *shudder*, so maybe I'll see it sometime.

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Quote:
Nikki: "Wow, that is such wisdom!!"
Me: "Yeah, pitty it's bullshit."
6 word memoir: Throw rocks at window, I'll come. – coulda.been.a.comet
Song in head: Message to my girl - Spit Enz
Listening to: I'm Yours - Jason Mraz
Thinking about: Hehe, I don't wanna say this time.
Annoyed by: Stupid idiot who found my blog so now I can't write about him.
Cheered by: A deal that I'm mayb gonna make with myself.
Mood: I feel warm. I kow that's not technically a mood. But... it is to me. Cuz I know what I mean :L.

7 comments:

Rosa said...

it is kinda creepy, when you realize whatever you write is up there for the taking.. and the information written could one day be used against you.. S:

i have statistics of my blog, and i found out some person from the U.S is reading my blog i freaked out..

AND CONGRATS!

I ONLY HAVE 90 POSTS! YOU'RE BEATING ME! :L

and. i like your 6 word memoirs :)

Amy said...

i always read your blogs (: and.. I HAVE MORE POSTS THAN YOU!! =D!! :L:L

"And if there's no tomorrow
And all we have is here and now
I'm happy just to have you
You're all the love I need somehow"

i like that :D

iamALLAN said...

grats on coming 4th ebony [:, this girl hella smart !




imma watch love actually now ;]


cya mang

Anonymous said...

maybe if someone hadn't left the other person wondering what was going on they would never have found your blog...

"I don't know why sometimes i get frightened, You can see my eyes, you can tell that i'm not lying"

The OTHER Split Enz song on my Ipod, aside from the one u already mentioned...

so many stupid people say they suck, they were just as good as Crowded House!

nina :) said...

wowsers you have more posts than meee :O ahaha i guess i dont really blog much though so yeahh haha xD

Ebony said...

Rosa - of course im beating you, im cooler than you :) and thankyou, in like my 6 word memoirs too, thats why i write them.

Amy - of course you like it, it is by the corrs, and they are the coolest. and yes, you have more posts than me, you've been blogging for longer.

Allan - THANKYOU. And yes, you go watch loveactually, because it is the world's coolest movie!

person who's name im not writing - as opposed to you who is always so open about everything? and why do you always know the songs in my head?

nina - lol, well, duh. :L And as I told Rosa, i have more posts than you because im cooler than you.

Anonymous said...

lol

touche

Because they were in my head first :P