Wow, I get crazier when I'm tired

I voted for sleep; writing won. – Nosygrrl

I feel bad for not posting much. Even though I warned you.
Do I am gonna write about The World’s Most Awesomest Songs, which is basically every song that I’m into at the moment. Warning: Tomorrow I may hate these songs, but that’s just what I’m like.
I’ll start with the most recent additions to my phone playlist… and then just randoms. (Soorry about my Westlife obsession, but they are sooooooo cooooool.)

Just as lost as everyone else. – ell-oh-vee-ee13

1. So Young – The Corrs. This song is cool
Best part: We are chasin' the moon
Just running wild and free
We are following through
Every dream and every need
And it really doesn't matter if we don't eat
And it really doesn't matter if we never sleep
No it really doesn't matter, really doesn't matter at all
Coz we are so young now

Watch sun dance across morning sky – cicada

2. What Can I Do – The Corrs.
Best part: I haven't slept at all in days
It's been so long since we've talked
And I have been here many times
I just don't know what I'm doing wrong

i think i think too much. – time4change

3. Would You Be Happier – The Corrs. (Only a little obsessed)
Best part: Did you ever wonder where the story ends, and how it all began,
I do
Did you ever dream you were the movie star with popcorn in your hand,
I did
Do you ever think you're someone else inside, when no one understands,
you are
And wanna disappear inside a dream but never wanna wake,
wake up
Then you stumble on tomorrow, and trip over today

Still stopping to smell the rainbows. – M. Ritchie

4. Gives You Hell – All American Rejects
Best part: Now you’ll never see, what you’ve done to me
You can take back your memories they’re no good to me
And here’s all your lies, you can look me in the eyes
With that sad, sad look that you wear so well

404: Life could not be found. – Ryan Harthkopf

5. Something Right – Westlife
Best part: If you want me I must be doing something right
I got nothing left to prove
And it's all because of you
So if you need me
And baby I make you feel alive
I know I must be doing
Doing something right

Does he think about me, too? - coulda.been.a.comet

6. Paper Bag – Anna Nalick (I know I wrote a lot, I’m sorry)
Best part: be so damn beautiful
Meanwhile I'll hide my head
Here in this paper bag
Cause if I cant see you
Then you can't see me
And it'll be okay
Fly little bee away
To where theres no more rain
And I can be me

Yeah they talk about her
She smiles like shes so tough
She says
"hey can you talk a little louder,
I don't think my heart is broken enough"

She tries hard not to cry – jenOHside

7. Mandy – Westlife (originally by some other dude… but who cares??)
Best part: The night goes into
Morning, just another day
Happy people pass my way
Looking in their eyes
I see a memory
I never realized
How happy you made me

i'm not allowed to love you... – Harriet Taylor

8. Flying Without Wings – Westlife
Best part: You'll find it in the deepest friendship
The kind you cherish all your life
And when you know how much that means
You've found that special thing
You're flying without wings

You breathe music? Yeah, me too. – singitloud

9. World of our own – Westlife (Anyone else sensing a pattern?)
Best part: We got a little world of our own
I'll tell you things that no one else knows
I let you in where no-one else goes
What am I doing without you?
And all of the things I've been looking for
Have always been here outside of my door
And all of the time I'm looking for something new
What am I doing without you?

Smile; Happy looks good on you. – Kaida

10. Unbreakable – Westlife
Best part: Swept away on a wave of emotion
Over caught in the eye of the storm
And whenever you smile
I can hardly believe that you're mine

He makes the words seem beautiful. – Snowdrop54

11. Loneliness Know Me By Name – Westlife
Best part: The love of my life, the love that I need
The love that they say is in life for free
The love of dreams, the love that I want
Loneliness knows me by name

find your song. then live it. - jace(slowhand)

12. Every little thing you do – Westlife
Best part: It's every little thing you do
That makes me fall in love with you
There isn't a way that I can show you
Ever since I've come to know you
It's every little thing you say
That makes me wanna feel this
There's not a thing that I can point to
'Cause it's every little thing you do

I know what I'm wishing for... – coulda.been.a.comet

13. No Place That Far – Westlife
Best part: If I had to run
If I had to crawl
If I had to swim a hundred rivers
Just to climb a thousand walls
Always know that I would find a way
To get to where you are
There's no place that far

For him, I'll trade them all. – edyka

14. Can’t Lose What You Never Had – Westlife
Best part: Fear of rejection, kept my love inside,
But time is running out, so damn my foolish pride,
I don't care if you think i'm crazy,
It doesn't matter if it turns out bad,
I've got no fear of losing you,
You can't lose what you never had

Find myself reflected by song lyrics. – Luise



And that is as much of my insanity as I am showing you today.



OK, so… I don’t really like my blog anymore. (But it’s green! Has anyone told me it’s green?). Because it makes me feel like I have to be something I’m not. :S. And I KNOW that’s stupid because I’m never anything (anyone?) I’m not here. I just…
I’m soo not a blog person.
I am a Keep Secrets To Myself and Intrigue People Because They Don’t Get Me person.
In fact, this blog wasn’t supposed to be… a blog. (I’ve lost it. Help, anyone?)
Does ANYONE remember why I made it??

If crazy is cool, I'm awesome – jenOHside

Of course not. Because now it is just a little piece of my mind that I get to share with people, and you assume that’s what it’s always been.
But ALL of my favourite posts (apart from the insane ones, because, well, I’m insane) were the ones that carried on the initial purpose of my blog. (Confused much?).
And those posts ended on November 22.
And ever since then this has been a bloggy-blog. AND I DON’T LIKE IT ANYMORE.

So I shall whinge and do nothing to change it. And you shall put up with my whinging and say ‘Why did you start it?’ and ‘You can be yourself Ebony’ and blah-di-blah. And sure, I can be myself, but I can’t be who I want to be.

(Yeah, NOW you’re thinking ;))

I'll never understand what that meant. – coulda.been.a.comet