Ok, so if I don’t blog during my holiday, I have officially failed at my Resolutions before January is even finished. And that is just pathetic (not completely unexpected, but still, pathetic). So I’m gonna write my story. However much of it I get written before I leave. =) And autopost it.
Ok, so I had this huge internal debate with myself, because, I don't know if I actually want any of you to read this, because my story is so personal to me...
And then I told myself to get over it and if people don't like it that's their problem, and that I'm just being insecure and stupid.
Part Uno
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… that was the last time I saw Luke Moore. Such a perfect being as he was, heaven claimed him the following morning, and I never got to say goodbye. I never got to say sorry, I never got to tell him that I loved him too.
I guess, after time, I understand what he meant that day. If I wasn’t pretty I would be different, and he saw me as being as untouchable as I saw him. I do have to admit that I loved him for his looks too. Moreover, I loved how he looked because it reminded me of who he was on the inside.
Sometime after that day, his family gave me his diary. In it, he had the draft of a letter he wrote that night, to me, it read as follows:
___________________________
Ehe, and now you have to wait to read the letter. Haha.
_________________________
… that was the last time I saw Luke Moore. Such a perfect being as he was, heaven claimed him the following morning, and I never got to say goodbye. I never got to say sorry, I never got to tell him that I loved him too.
I guess, after time, I understand what he meant that day. If I wasn’t pretty I would be different, and he saw me as being as untouchable as I saw him. I do have to admit that I loved him for his looks too. Moreover, I loved how he looked because it reminded me of who he was on the inside.
Sometime after that day, his family gave me his diary. In it, he had the draft of a letter he wrote that night, to me, it read as follows:
___________________________
Ehe, and now you have to wait to read the letter. Haha.
PS: I know, it’s gone all tragic. But it’s a nice tragic? Oh wait, you guys haven’t read the Prologue… I’ll write it for you later. :L Then you’ll get why he dies.
2 comments:
You have the rest of the year to fix those resolutions :)
Oh.. btw. its Rosa on Angelas account. I forgot I was on it.. HAHAHA
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