This is Elle’s thoughts on Luke’s letter. =)
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He was right. I wouldn’t have read his letter, I was too mad at him. And I was insecure, which was why I questioned his feelings. I don’t know whether I will ever forgive myself for giving up my only shot at love for my insecurities, and I don’t know if I will ever meet another quite the same as Luke. He was inhumanely divine, everything I could possibly want, and yet, somehow, so much more than that.
Everyday I woke up questioning what he saw in me. What was the thing that drew him to me? And I did not trust myself enough to credit it to my heart. Searching for a way to feel good about myself, I lost the only person to make me feel just that. Strange how karma works, isn’t it?
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He was right. I wouldn’t have read his letter, I was too mad at him. And I was insecure, which was why I questioned his feelings. I don’t know whether I will ever forgive myself for giving up my only shot at love for my insecurities, and I don’t know if I will ever meet another quite the same as Luke. He was inhumanely divine, everything I could possibly want, and yet, somehow, so much more than that.
Everyday I woke up questioning what he saw in me. What was the thing that drew him to me? And I did not trust myself enough to credit it to my heart. Searching for a way to feel good about myself, I lost the only person to make me feel just that. Strange how karma works, isn’t it?
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