OK, I know it’s been a while, but do you remember my story??
Good. Anywho. I have somehow been inspired to continue writing it.
It’s not very good, but you guys will probably read it anyway.
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He clamped my forearms with his hands, and looked me straight in the eyes “Just ask me” he said “Whatever it is, just ask me”
I hesitated, but finally gave in “Would you love me even if I wasn’t pretty?” I asked. His hands dropped, he looked away, and paused.
“Answer me!” I was worried, if he was avoiding the question that could only mean…
“That’s not fair Ellie” he said
“Yeah? Why not?”
“Because that’s like asking if I would love you if weren’t clever or talented or caring, I love you for all of you.”
We’d been through this conversation a million times in my head, and that was more or less the reply I was expecting.
“Wrong answer”
I spun around and walked away.
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Yeah, there’s more, but it gets worse :L so I’ll just leave you with that.
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Now I haven’t actually said Happy New Year to anyone, (except on MSN) cuz I already wasted 25 cents on all of you at Christmas, and I'm not exactly made of money. So here is my New Year Message:
(note that this way is free =))
(warning: it gets soppy :L)
I hope that 2009 is a great year for all of you. I hope you all grow to understand yourselves and your friends better. I hope nothing ever holds you back from doing something you want to do, and that you find the strength within yourself to fight for what’s right, and make a difference.
Make it a year of memories. Live for every moment, treat each day as if it were your last, and never regret anything that once made you smile. On second thoughts, never regret anything at all. Laugh and smiles lots, but cry lots too. Especially with friends.
Follow you heart. Whatever you’re doing, follow your heart. Trust yourself and your instincts. And every day, wake up with a smile of your face thinking “Ebony loves me”.
See that wouldn't ave fit in a text message anyway :L.
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3 comments:
ohh the story at the beginning of the post is like wow.. i would never have imagined the guy to reply with that answer. :O
and HAPPY NEW YEAR TO YOU TOO! don't worry we're all cheap :L
Lol, Rosa, thats because the story is based on someone who would think like that... sorta.
Lol, good! Besides, it would take 3 txt msgs to actually fit all of that in, and 75 cents is just not worth it. =)
Ok, i was gonna say everything in one comment on ur latest blog after copy pasting them for reference, but i have to throw my thoughts in here...
I have been thinking alot while on holidays (surprise) :P and this is one of the things i dwelled on, coming from my analysis of what i like in a person and y i like a person... and i came to the deduction that YES i would still love you if you weren't pretty, because in reality ur looks are probably the least important thing to me... and i don't want u to take this the wrong way and think i'm saying ur ugly, cause i'm not, i've also said many a time to many a girl that i wouldn't have bothered with them in the first place if i didn't think they looked good, but the things about u i like are far more then skin deep...
lol i know it sounds stupid and we really can't say such things with out having experienced them but if anything happened to ur appearence it would not make me think any less of u, wether its severe burns or stuck in a wheelchair (this doesn't mean u can go out and do these things though >.>) i think i've lost the point of this comment...
hmmm, it's like with "her" i often thought that if in yrs to come i meet up with her and shes some overweight stressed out single mum struggling to survive i would still want her as much as i do now... wait did, i moved on... garr
i just got back from a week in brisbane so my mind is a delightful mush, anways, i'll finish reading and comment on ur latest blog with EVERYTHING
until then ;)
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