Valentine's Day.

Today is Valentine’s Day.
And if I can’t be stupid and Ebonyish and blog about some silly little boy I stupidly love on Valentine’s Day, when can I, right??
So, well, here goes nothing.

Turn out the lights now
To see is to believe
I just want you near me
I just want you here with me
And I'd give up everything only for you
It's the least that I could do

He's beautiful in every way possible. – Jilliantheincredible

And it's not Friday, it's Saturday. But I was in love on Friday too, and I will be in love on Sunday, as well. And I don't mind which day of the week it is, because nothing changes, and I still don't have you.

I'm the one who makes you laugh
When you know you're about to cry
And I know your favorite songs
And you tell me about your dreams
Think I know where you belong
Think I know it's with me

And I know, we fought a lot. We fought about things we agreed on too, like whether people should be remembered for things they said. But I miss fighting with you. Especially at the end, when you'd say "It doesn't matter"..."I love you"

I want to be your kryptonite. – iamaspen

And the hardest part isn’t being without them. The hardest part isn’t waking up in the morning. The hardest part isn’t saying “good” when people ask how you’re doing. The hardest part isn’t smiling, or laughing, or faking happy. The hardest part is being able to feel how close your dream is, but knowing that they don’t care enough to make it a reality.
Everyday, I wake up, and I miss you.
I miss being able to text you and say “good morning”, or “what are you doing today?” or “Guess what?? I love you!”
I miss knowing that I could talk to you.
I miss waking up happy.
I miss waking up smiling.
So, sometimes, I just sleep in. Because I know that when I do wake up, you won’t be any closer.

Cause I can't help it if you look like an angel
Can't help it if I wanna kiss you in the rain, so
Come feel this magic I've been feeling since I met you

And you smile. Not because you’re happy. Not because you feel like it. Not because the agony is fading. You smile because you want to love yourself; then, maybe, he’ll love you too.

I don't know if you remember saying that to me, but you did.

And, sure, it took a little while, but I came back.

I didn't know you were going to change your mind in all that time.

Or maybe I would have been a little quicker.

But I can't change that now, all I can do is wait.

I guess I’d just like to say that I’d move a mountain for you. I really would. But you don’t want me to move a mountain, you want me to walk away. And though I’ve said I’d do anything for you, I don’t know if giving up is one of those things. Maybe I should consider it, but, I can’t imagine my life without you in it. So, if you ever need anything else from me, you can have it. Just don’t tell me to leave.

Everyone in my class always knows when someone has asked me about you, because my voice changes, and I get this weird look in my eyes, I start smiling differently, and people have learnt to recognise your smile. They say my eyes hold love instead of hate, that everything else I talk about is so cold, and you…

I guess I can feel the change too; it’s a nice change. Maybe that’s why I think about you so much, because it makes me feel warm and beautiful, and everything falls into place.

I'd trade everything for one day. – edyka

Everyone asks me how you feel. What you think of all of this. What your solution is. The words “I don't know” just become more and more inadequate. “So ask” Well, I guess I’m too scared to ask. I don’t want to know how you feel because I’m scared that…

I'm scared that you don't care.

wishing you were somehow here again... – music_girl

I was having a beautiful day, and then I woke up.

Please explain this one small thing
Why is it you can’t see
Underneath my false pretence
To how much you mean to me

You see I have a problem that
I’m happy when you’re near
I spends my days, my weeks thinking
“I wish that he were here”

You’re so good at working things out
That’s what you tell me everyday
I’ve even learnt to believe you
After all the things you say

So why can’t you understand this?
After all the hints I left you
I don’t really want to tell you
I just wish that you knew

So I’m writing you this poem
Could you please just take a hint?
And tomorrow when I talk you
Don’t tell me that you didn’t

So please, just understand this!
I’m clean out of ideas
To let you understand, the pain

You’ve caused me, and the tears

Well in case you failed to notice,

In case you failed to see,

This is my heart bleeding before you,

My heart's yours for the taking. – Mandy

Have you ever met someone that, you just want them to be happy. You’d turn around and leave if that made them happy. You’d stick around, too, if that was what they wanted. And when it comes to what you want, well, you’d want it less if that worked too.

And now I have to go. Because if I stay here any longer, I'm going to hurt myself more, and I'm already hurt enough. So goodbye everyone, I hope you guys have a great Valentine's Day.