I'm just invisible

one - I just know I'm a walking time bomb
TWO - That's the problem, I don't want to.
three - Stop hurting her, because she takes it seriously
four - i hated it when you changed the subject, even though i asked you to, you see, there's one thing i just love talking about... thankyou for mentioning it.

I can't do anything about it. – coulda.been.a.comet

You know, so far this month, I have blogged 12 times. Considering it is the 9th, that is A LOT. I am so weird sometimes…

And you know what?! I love my blog. It’s like, my “happy place”, if no one ever read any of this shit, I would write it anyways, because I love my blog so much.

Hehe, just reading through my old posts, starting from the beginning, I can really see how much I’ve changed, it’s really weird actually. I’m more mature (go figure), and less whiney, I usually accept things for how they are; instead of saying “why are things like this?” I say “what can I do with this situation?” I am MUCH happier (its all the incessant blogging, isn’t it?), and I’ve found my place.

I ask myself too many questions. - ayanastar

LOL, I’m being so reminiscent, but, I sign on to blogger at EVERY given opportunity, sometime to read other peoples blogs, but usually to reread mine, I go over the whole page every time, haha, even writing this, I’ve stop a gazillion times to read my blog, because it is totally awesome!!

Hmm, I love my mind. I never thought I’d say that, but, I love my mind. How each little detail of all my blogs amounts to something huge, that things are implied but never spoken, and in the end, you can just feel it.

Some things you don’t realise about my blog:
– when I do those silly quiz things, and don’t blog normally, it means I’m replacing my thoughts with a quiz because either a) im embarrassed about my thoughts b) you guys aren’t ready to hear my thoughts, or c) im scared ill offend you if I tell you how I feel.
– every single picture I choose has A LOT of thought put into it (no really, a lot!), and might be about you guys, or might not be, you just have to figure it out
– all those 6 word memoirs are there because I have something to say to you that I cant use normal words for.
– “I’ll see you under the moon” is taken from a movie called Instant Message. The main characters are pen pals from when they were in middle school. They always knew they would meet, they didn’t know where, they didn’t know when, they didn’t know how, all they knew was that it would be under the moon, so they signed all their letters “I’ll see you under the moon” Haha! Hopeless romantic alert!

You're beautiful. You just don't see. - GoldfishGirl

OK then, now that we have been all cool and reflective, I will leave.
Do you want a song??
ALWAYS!

OK, this is my current favourite song… go and download it!!!
(You’ll be able to hear me singing it, instead of her… no, really, it’s like, exactly how I think. Go and download it!!! Why are you sitll reading?? LEAVE!! NO! Don't look at the lyrics until you download it!!)

I give you INVISIBLE – Taylor Swift (gee, there’s a change of pace)


She can’t see the way your eyes light up when you smile
She’ll never notice how you stop and stare whenever she walks by
And you can’t see me wantin you the way you want her
But you are everything to me

[Chorus:]
And I just wanna show you
She don’t even know you
She's never gonna love you like I want to
You just see right through me but if you only knew me
We could be a beautiful miracle unbelievable instead of just invisible

There’s a fire inside of you that can’t help but shine through
She’s never gonna see the light
No matter what you do
And all I think about is how to make you think of me
And everything that we could be

[Chorus]

Like shadows in a faded light
Oh we’re Invisible
I just wanna look in your eyes and make you realize

I just wanna show you she don’t even know you
Baby let me love you let me want you
You just see right through me
But if you only knew me
We could be a beautiful miracle unbelievable instead of just invisible

She can’t see the way your eyes light up when you smile