Things that make me sad

one - Even perfect things come undone

TWO - I didn’t dream of you last night. Relief.

three - It wasn’t all about you. It is now.

four - I just wish someone would ask me…

Hehe.
Today I am blogging about: DEPRESSION.
(yay?)
Not, like, full on though, just…
Well…

I am too happy.
No, really. I’ve never been this happy before. I am self-actualised. I’ve also never been happy for such a long period of time without getting depressed.
And the world works in waves (Go science!)
Which means, after the big uppy wave, comes the big downy wave.
Things have to balance.
So, I’m gonna get depressed.
And the longer I stay happy, the more depressed I’m gonna get.

(Really puts a smile on your face doesn’t it?)

So this is just a warning.
I’m gonna be really sad soon.
And it’s normal. For me.

Oooh, and today I found my depression song
(I always have a song. We all know I have a song for EVERYTHING. This includes depression)
(I think last time it was Try Honesty – Billy Talent)

You wanna know what it is??

BREATHE – Taylor Swift.

(I’m sorry, I love her!!)

I’m scared of how depressed I’m gonna get, too.
But I know it’s gonna happen, gradually…
First, I’ll have to force a smile to make me happy
Then maybe a laugh
Soon, I’ll have to justify happy opinions to myself
And eventually, there’ll be nothing I can do…

UNTIL THEN…

Smile! The stars are watching you.

:L

I’ll see you under the moon. ;)




I see your face in my mind as I drive away,

Cause none of us thought it was gonna end that way.

People are people,

And sometimes we change our minds.

But it's killing me to see you go after all this time.

Mmm mmm mmm

Mmm mmm mmm mmm mmm

Mmm mmm mmm

Mmm mmm mmm mmm mmm

Music starts playin' like the end of a sad movie,

It's the kinda ending you don't really wanna see.

Cause it's tragedy and it'll only bring you down,

Now I don't know what to be without you around.

And we know it's never simple,

Never easy.

Never a clean break, noone here to save me.

You're the only thing I know like the back of my hand,

And I can't,

Breathe,

Without you,

But I have to,

Breathe,

Without you,

But I have to.

Never wanted this, never wanna see you hurt.

Every little bump in the road I tried to swerve.

But people are people,

And sometimes it doesn't work out,

Nothing we say is gonna save us from the fall out.

And we know it's never simple,

Never easy.

Never a clean break, no one here to save me.

You're the only thing I know like the back of my hand,

And I can't,

Breathe,

Without you,

But I have to,

Breathe,

Without you,

But I have to.

It's two a.m.

Feelin' like I just lost a friend.

Hope you know it's not easy,

Easy for me.

It's two a.m.

Feelin' like I just lost a friend.

Hope you know this ain't easy,

Easy for me.

And we know it's never simple,

Never easy.

Never a clean break, noone here to save me.

Ohhh I can't,

Breathe,

Without you,

But I have to,

Breathe,

Without you,

But I have to.

Sorry (oh) Sorry (mmm)

Sorry (eh eh) Sorry (mmm)

Sorry (eh eh) Sorry (mmm)

Sorry