I have a warped view of life

The rule of this tag: "Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you (that would be me). If I tagged you, it's because I want to know more about you."

1. I once had the exact same dream about 2 very special people in my life, weird though, it only applied to one of them. So I kept thinking heaps about why it would apply to the other one, and ended up liking the one it didn’t apply to, even though I original liked the one it did apply to.

2. I haven’t had Limewire now for about 6 months, and haven’t been able to download music. This did not stop me learning the lyrics to EVERY Taylor Swift song on azlyrics.com

3. I’ve told people for about a year now that I want to marry an Italian. I changed my mind when my sister remembered that Italians are mummy’s boys, and my mum said Italian mother-in-laws are bitches. Now I want to marry someone with Hazel eyes (I’m so shallow!!)

4. I talk to myself more than I should, because my mind is always multitasking and can’t focus, so voicing things makes them easier to understand.

5. I often wonder what people think of me because I have such a random personality, I wonder how anyone could possibly juggle all of me, I’m so mood swingy.

6. You know those people who are really really funny? I hate them. Because I always laugh heaps and then feel like an idiot, and then I get embarrassed by being around them.

7. Everyday I work, I wear a ribbon in my hair. I do this for a particular person there. If he read this, he would know I was talking about him. (I’ve started wearing them at school too.)

8. Everytime I try and figure out what I want to be “when I grow up”, I meet someone who is living out my dream. I met the most recent one on Sunday, so right now, I’m stuck between dreams. I don’t wanna live in their shadow.

9. The person I’ve mentioned the most so far on this thingo, is the person in my life who I know the least. Don’t know their last name, don’t know where they live, what school they go to, anything!

10. I cry everyday. It’s the only thing guaranteed in my life. Not a smile, not a laugh, not a shred of hope, just a cry. Lately, I’ve been crying to the same song every night, because it regulates my life. It means that I don’t cry at any other point in time (I know, it’s weird), and I only cry to this song because it has meant so much to me ever since I read the lyrics. (My sister downloaded it, because I needed to hear it, because the lyrics were so cool, and omgsh, the song is even better).

11. I can’t wait till Valentine’s Eve. Even though the whole idea is stupid, I have 2 Valentines (only 1 knows :L), and I want to make them feel special. More than anything in the world.

12. I’ve always wanted to be a writer, and I’ve started writing lots of stories, but I never finish what I start, so they remain incomplete. Now I realise that if I’d discover blogging a few years ago, I would have all the half-stories documented, and it would be a beautiful little haven.

13. I am the best 13 player that you’ve met that isn’t Asian. :P

14. It's very weird for me that I’m a messy person, because I’m such a perfectionist. I think that I’m always looking into what I will do in the future, so I don’t have time to put things where they belong.

15. I love vegetables, I love simple foods. I don’t like most lollies, or chips, but I can’t be bothered to put effort into making food, so I eat things I don’t like.

16. (This is sort of from a movie) I’ve always wanted to make a snow angel. But I don’t want to leave a footprint in the snow when I leave. So, “With him, there’s not footprints” (You have to see the movie to get this)

17. I talk to other people in my head. I’ve had conversations with most of you in my head, things I’ll never have the guts to say. Sometimes, I write them down. And very rarely, I add them into my story.

18. Everything I blog has a hidden meaning. But you have to be REALLY clever and have a REALLY good memory, and a LOT of intuition to figure it out. When I read over my posts, I see the things other people didn’t, and I actually get a really good record of my life.

19. I think things through so much that I come to conclusions that are 50% wrong. I should give up this habit, but the 50% of the time I get it right, it really helps to be a step ahead of other people.

20. For as long as I can remember, I’ve wanted a daughter. And I don’t mean, like, in the future, I mean, I’m ready to have a kid, like, tomorrow. My reason for wanting her being “I need to find someone who I can love, and not feel guilty about it. Someone I can give my entire self to, and have at least a bit of it returned. Someone I can take through life with me” (Quote from what I said at truth/dare at Annie’s party.)

21. The most inspirational person I’ve ever known is my grandfather. And the best compliment I have ever received from ANYONE was when he said, “that’s something I would have done when I was younger, I’m proud of you”

22. There’s something I really want to write, but I’m scared I’ll offend someone, so I’m not writing it. (But later on, I’ll look at this, and know what I’m thinking right now)

23. So far in life, I’ve found my Troy Bolton, my Romeo, and my Edward Cullen. (LOL!!) (In that order…). I think each person I meet is really a character to me. Sorry guys, you are only a character to me :L.

24. I check my emails at least 20 times a day. I only have an email one or two of those twenty, but every single one is worth it, so I keep checking. *logs into hotmail*

25. This is my biggest secret. You are not allowed to comment on anything associated with it, and you can only read if you are going to be objective.



Tagging: Everyone who reads this... again... because not even 25 people read it. I think 4 do. Maybe, possibly, 5. But that's still not many.