one - was it not enough for you to be the source of my smile all of friday? you had to make me smile all of today as well, thankyou. (i don't know your name :L)
TWO - YOU MADE ME CRY. AGAIN. YOU ALWAYS DO THIS, YOU ALWAYS ANNOY ME, AND AT THE END OF THE DAY, I COME BACK FOR ROUND TWO.
three - can't you just accept that i care about you, and what i want is what's best for you? must you question everything i say?
four - i miss you.
OK, for the past 17 blogposts, the title has been six words long. Is this a coincidence? No. Am I cool? Of course. (Well that was random) Anyways, these six worders are all taken from my old smithteens account. Yes, I'm very awesome like that. (I think I'm just in one of my moods)
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Today, I rediscovered neopets. You see, I gave my account to a friend (I somehow remembered the username and password first go.) (Oh yeah, that's just my memory :P) And I was looking through the site, and I started playing cheat. I remember when I used to play everyday =)
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Haha, I just totally forgot I was blogging. Because I'm having too much fun playing cheat, and talking on MSN =). But I do have stuff to say. Figure out which is about you.
1. I'm not ready to actually tell you my story yet, and you joke about your own, making me feel as if I should. I promise though, I will tell you.
2. Gah! You made me cry again. But I guess, that's what you're good at, right?
3. I'm sorry that I brushed you off so easily, I just find it hard to discuss things so close to the old me.
4. Your hug made my day on Friday =)
5. Your smile made my day on Thursday =)
6. Your dance video on youtube made my day yesterday =)
7. Thankyou for agreeing to come along, I'm sorry for freaking you out :L.
8. I know what you're going through is hard, and I'm trying to be there for you, but that's hard for me.
9. You're not ready for this stupid game we're playing. I didn't realise. I'm sorry.
10. Thankyou for making me smile. You will have no idea that this is about you. :L. But you made me laugh, and you deserve a mention.
11. Do you feel that? That's us getting closer. I love it!
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Postsecrets came out today!
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I have blogged 34 times this month (pathetic much?)
My record is 38.
I only have 2 more days.
I'm not gonna make a record.
I blame camp =(
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What a drank this morning: Water at work. Only time I ever drink water.
I have been procrastinating from: 4:00pm until now.
Weather at my house right now: Overcast
Cold sensation down my spine? No, but my left arm is a little chilly.
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I didn't dream about nocturnal cannibals last night.
I'm very very glad about that.
I don't remember much of what I dreamt about.
Just that my alarm was loud =(
but good song (Y)
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i am totally procrastinating right now.
ah well.
i will leave now. with a memoir.
I promise we'll be someday's dreamers - MirrukuChii
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And, of course, a song.
I think I've told you guys how awesome the music at my work is, and trust me, it's no bullshit. This is one of the awesome songs my work plays all the time. It is called When I Look To The Sky and it is by Train. And Charlie wont let me c + p into blogger. :S. So here is the chorus:
When I look to the sky
Something tells me you're here with me
And you make everything alright
And when I feel like I'm lost
Something tells me you're here with me
And I can always find my way when you are here
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Sunday, 29 March 2009
Sunday, 30 November 2008
I'm getting better
I wanted to write down the number 29, so I wouldn’t forget how much thrivingviolet had favourited me.
When I wrote it, realised it was your birthday, and threw it out.
I’m never gonna forget that number.
And I don’t need another reminder of you.
You're quirky in ways I love. – Mirruku Chii
I don’t know if you guys remember him talking about how he liked me cuz I’m quirky. But I do. Remember my kick ass memory? Yeah, I hate it! Because, for everyone else, things drain, and for me, they may as well have happened yesterday. Time doesn’t heal all wounds when time changes nothing. Sure, I love being able to remember our drama script and stuff like that, but, sometimes, it’s not worth it.
I don’t know whether or not I’m over you. I think I am. Simply because I love the idea of you being stuck on 36636422. It makes me feel warm inside. Like, you’re getting more than me; you’re getting what you deserve. To you, she is beauty itself. It sort explores the only facet of your personality that I never dealt with, your ability to love unconditionally. You loved her for 6 years. And you never told anyone. She’s the one who made you depressed. It hurts me that she did that to you, and yet, I feel this little place in my heart for her. The girl I’ve never met. That’s how you explained her. She was your sun, your stars, your sky.
Maybe it would help if you had moved on. Properly. None of this “I’ve put my life in perspective” bullshit. As in, you’d actually moved on. Then I could too. I don’t like getting hurt by you, it’s not fair. But I don’t feel how I used to about you.
I’m all confused for sure, especially since you still seem to be everything. But I’m going back into that phase of my life I was in a few weeks ago, I don’t miss you as I used to, and I’m accepting things as they are.
When I wrote it, realised it was your birthday, and threw it out.
I’m never gonna forget that number.
And I don’t need another reminder of you.
You're quirky in ways I love. – Mirruku Chii
I don’t know if you guys remember him talking about how he liked me cuz I’m quirky. But I do. Remember my kick ass memory? Yeah, I hate it! Because, for everyone else, things drain, and for me, they may as well have happened yesterday. Time doesn’t heal all wounds when time changes nothing. Sure, I love being able to remember our drama script and stuff like that, but, sometimes, it’s not worth it.
I don’t know whether or not I’m over you. I think I am. Simply because I love the idea of you being stuck on 36636422. It makes me feel warm inside. Like, you’re getting more than me; you’re getting what you deserve. To you, she is beauty itself. It sort explores the only facet of your personality that I never dealt with, your ability to love unconditionally. You loved her for 6 years. And you never told anyone. She’s the one who made you depressed. It hurts me that she did that to you, and yet, I feel this little place in my heart for her. The girl I’ve never met. That’s how you explained her. She was your sun, your stars, your sky.
Maybe it would help if you had moved on. Properly. None of this “I’ve put my life in perspective” bullshit. As in, you’d actually moved on. Then I could too. I don’t like getting hurt by you, it’s not fair. But I don’t feel how I used to about you.
I’m all confused for sure, especially since you still seem to be everything. But I’m going back into that phase of my life I was in a few weeks ago, I don’t miss you as I used to, and I’m accepting things as they are.
Thursday, 27 November 2008
Drama/stress
Today’s word: trepidation
What it means: alarm or agitation
Why I care: I saw it in mX. (Yes, I got mX today!!!!! [Of course you’re jealous])
Today’s 6 words: Someone stop me. Shut me up. – October
Okay, so we’re doing our ‘Life on a String’ performance (probably) for our year assemblies in week 9, and all you lucky year 9ers get to watch.
Problemo: we don’t remember our script.
Ok, well, it had three parts, and I remember my part. I also remember Imogen’s part (most of it) and half or Pradeepti’s part (sure, my memory’s crazy, I think it’s my OCD). But can Pradeepti remember the rest of hers?? Oh no!!! She’s so silly that she couldn’t even remember the bits I was writing. *shakes head*
So I asked my sister if she recorded it, cuz I was sure she did. But no… I was just imagining things. So then I sent an email to Mo asking if she kept the script or if she remembers it, and I’ll see how that goes.
And you guys know how I stress, yeah? Like at camp, at the music thingo, I was stressing when I couldn’t remember the songs? Yeah, well, although I remember at least 75% of the script, I am stressing to the max about the rest of it.
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I should be writing my English report/doing my Geo thing, but I’m too stressed. I’ll finish Geo tonight, but I dunno if I’ll get a chance to write the whole page for English.
*sigh* Why am I so crazy??
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Ok, umm, here’s something Jenny said to El in music that was really funny (yesterday)
J: So when’s your birthday?
E: October 30th
J: October… November… October November, it’s passed??
E: You were at my birthday party!!!
J: Oh yeah!!
Lol.
What it means: alarm or agitation
Why I care: I saw it in mX. (Yes, I got mX today!!!!! [Of course you’re jealous])
Today’s 6 words: Someone stop me. Shut me up. – October
Okay, so we’re doing our ‘Life on a String’ performance (probably) for our year assemblies in week 9, and all you lucky year 9ers get to watch.
Problemo: we don’t remember our script.
Ok, well, it had three parts, and I remember my part. I also remember Imogen’s part (most of it) and half or Pradeepti’s part (sure, my memory’s crazy, I think it’s my OCD). But can Pradeepti remember the rest of hers?? Oh no!!! She’s so silly that she couldn’t even remember the bits I was writing. *shakes head*
So I asked my sister if she recorded it, cuz I was sure she did. But no… I was just imagining things. So then I sent an email to Mo asking if she kept the script or if she remembers it, and I’ll see how that goes.
And you guys know how I stress, yeah? Like at camp, at the music thingo, I was stressing when I couldn’t remember the songs? Yeah, well, although I remember at least 75% of the script, I am stressing to the max about the rest of it.
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I should be writing my English report/doing my Geo thing, but I’m too stressed. I’ll finish Geo tonight, but I dunno if I’ll get a chance to write the whole page for English.
*sigh* Why am I so crazy??
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Ok, umm, here’s something Jenny said to El in music that was really funny (yesterday)
J: So when’s your birthday?
E: October 30th
J: October… November… October November, it’s passed??
E: You were at my birthday party!!!
J: Oh yeah!!
Lol.
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