Hello, I'm Danielle, and I've been getting used to misery so much, I'm becoming somewhat happy again.
Hello. I'm Chelsea, and I'm miserable too, the last time I was happy without faking it I was six. It's ten years later, and for the first time, I have a genuine reason to be happy and I'm still miserable, I don't know how to let it out.
Hello everyone, I'm not ready to tell you my name yet, and I recently met some people that make me smile, but I'm too afraid that if I get close to them, I'll lose them like everyone else.
Hello, I'm Casey and i'm a little bit afraid of everything
Hello...
I'm Jordan, and I'm sorry.
Welcome to Misery's Anonymous.
I don't know why I'm doing this. I think because I want somone to understand me, and I want people to be more trusting and honest. I think by doing this I'm causing greater dishonesty. But I'm the one who screws everything up anyways.
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Cory finds another way to be the highlight of my day
I'm taking pictures in my mind so I can save them for a rainy day
It's hard to make conversation when he's taking my breath away...
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Sometimes I just want to jump.
I think the fall would be good for me.
There comes a point when it helps to let go...
Maybe I'm ready to let go of it...
Maybe, before I stuff it up, I should admit it to myself.
My conscience can only deal with so much.
it isn't just an Egyptian river;
denial. - trippinballsdude
But now I'm lying to myself again, aren't I?
I think I've forgotten how to tell myself the truth
I think I sugarcoat it in so many lies and wishes,
That 'truth' loses all meaning.
And yet, both sides of the story have equal 'truth'
My ability to argue them both cannot be a good thing...
I don't know which I feel, which I believe...
But what if these thoughts can unite?
What if both sides can be true?
What if it can change?
And I can stop lying to myself?
But I know that will never happen,
For as long as my head and heart are at war
I will always be lying to myself...
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By the way, my conscience, her name is Laura.
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I know you know somewhere inside of you tht this is all about you. I know countless others will assume it's about them, but you will doubt it. Please never doubt yourself.
4 comments:
lol
Max says that alot, "stop doubting yourself" cause 90% of the times i'm right, however that 10% is still too big for me to ignore...
Hello, I'm Kris, i'm miserable on a certin level, but only that level, so as long as i never visit that level i'm all good!
xD
Your stealing my themes; head and heart fighting, seeing both sides of things...
someone needs to get a new role model...
;)
Hello, im the bomb. i dont cut, i dont cry... i self-destruct.
sorry just had to xD
see you in like... 4 hours? :D
yeh well BLOG MORE WOMAN!!!!!!!!!
yesterday i wanted to read blogs... but no one blogs :( so i blogged... a lot LOL! but i had nothing to talk about so i just had small short boring posts! D=
btw. on 11:11... i didnt wish for my future nor going into uni...
i wished for him... ><
GAH LKEHGFERUIJFRO8IWERHGIO
p.s. i swear everyone likes someone now a days.. like our group.. LOL! or is it just me xD
I've miss you.
Oddly enough all those people who judge teenagers to cut, like Amy I don't. Even though I once liked the idea of implicating pain on myself. I was horrible at dealing with depression in year 8.
I am better at managing. :)and nice post.
i want to comment, but have like noting to say.
i want to be honest,and i try to be honest, but i find myself lying all the time.
maybe if i tried lying, i'd start telling the truth.
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