Thursday, 14 May 2009

What I'm supposed to say.

Quote: "I can't believe that you smiling at me was the highlight of a day where I got an A on a test, found twenty bucks, and won a debate" - stealed from amys blog again. (That's not really so hard to believe is it? I mean, some smiles are truly beautiful)
Memoir: "Hands touch. Hear our fingers whisper?" - lexxx. (I heard it)
Song in head: Swing swing - AAR
Listening to: Give me a reason - The Corrs
Thinking about: Glowing :L (inside thing. again)
Annoyed by: Silly people that get sick and don't come to school
Cheered by: The prospect of tomorrows.
Mood: Relaxed.

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I should be studying.

Now that we've gotten that out of the way...

I haven't blogged properly in a while. I haven't memoired much either. Actually, damn, what the hell have I been doing?? I guess I have been studing a lot... and doing geo...
Hmmmms

It's sorta funny that I don't even have something to say...
Hummmmmmm.

ok, lets DNM.

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I find it easier to trust the universe now. Things work out, you know? I mean, things fall into place so easily. As long as you know how to cope with things... you can figure your way out of them. And as long as you understand that bad things happen for a reason, and you look for the reason, you can learn something. And at the end of the day, it can be worth it.

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Humanity has redeemed itself! Haha, only one person will get that, and she doesn't read. And if I explain it, you'll all think I'm stupid. (Shush, I know I am). But THANKYOU humanity, for restoring my faith in you. I shall never doubt you again. (OK, so I will, but not as much as before)

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Hehe, I love the Corrs. Their music is so happy-making. I still say their music is the best to fall in love to. Screw Blue October. (Okay, Blue October I'm sorry. It's just... The Corrs!) (I still love you Blue October). corrs = bombdigity

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Oh, FARROUT!!! How many times have I said it now? Do you need me to spell it out?? Over and over and over. Hint after hint. Please, take the hint. No, really. (Maybe this will help...)

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OK, so maybe having voices in your head, actually talking to you, and yes, telling you what to do (Nikki: "are they telling you to jump?") is not quite normal, and most definately not a good thing. But I love my voices. My little people in my head. I think they stop me from doing things a lot. But they also encourage me to do things. They are my little fairy godparents, trying to teach me right from wrong. And let me tell you, they're doing an okay job.
So when you all look at me like I'm crazy, or burst out laughing in health when I tell you about my voices, I'm laughing at you on the inside too. Because I have special little people in my head. And you are very lonely.

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"I'm invisible"
"Not to me"
"Yeah, see that's why I like spending time around you"

Haha, that's what you said to me when I stopped you from being left behind a couple of days ao (so I don't remember the exact day). It totally made my day. Even though it was only 8:00, and I'm sure it was a goodish day. But you told me that you like spending time with me. In fact, we have had multiple conversations this week about how I like you to be included, and I seriously feel so appreciated when I talk to you.

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Song for the day.
<33 The Script!!

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just praying to a God that I don't believe in
Cuz I got time while she got freedom
Cuz when a heart breaks no it don't break even

Her best days will be some of my worst
She finally met a man that's gonna put her first
While I'm wide awake she's no trouble sleeping
Cuz when a heart breaks no it don't break even... even... no

What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you?
What am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up that you're okay?
I'm falling to pieces, yeah,
I'm falling to pieces

They say bad things happen for a reason
But no wise words gonna stop the bleeding
Cuz she's moved on while I'm still grieving
And when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven even... no

What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you?
What am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up that you're okay?
I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces
(One still in love while the other one's leaving)
I'm falling to pieces
(Cuz when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven)

Oh you got his heart and my heart and none of the pain
You took your suitcase, I took the blame
Cuz I got time while she got freedom
Cuz when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven
No it don't break
No it don't break even no

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just praying to a God that I don't believe in
Cuz I got time while she got freedom
Cuz when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven
No it don't break
No it don't break even no

What am I suppposed to do when the best part of me was always you?
And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up that you're okay?
(oh I'm glad you're okay now)
I'm falling to pieces yeah
(oh I'm glad you're okay)
I'm falling to pieces yeah
(One still in love while the other one's leaving)
I'm falling to pieces
(Cuz when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven)

Oh it don't breakeven no
Oh it don't breakeven no
Oh it don't breakeven no

6 comments:

Victor ... said...

Silly people that get suck sure happen to be sorry, too!

First, also.

:)

Victor ... said...

SICK***

Gosh!

AB said...

Victor spells almost as bad as me (but not as bad as me, that's impossible.).

And I've been doing Geo too, that hasn't stopped me from posting 3 nights in a row with over 1000 words.

That's all I really have to say. Ah well.

Third.

Rosa said...

aww ebony you should be studying, but like everyone else. They're going "I should be studying" but majority of us will get average becasue thats majority.
:L

Anonymous said...

Hehe...voices! Wewt wewt!

There's this quote I found online that said,

"You're just jealous because the voices only talk to me."

Hahahahahaha!!! xD

:P

LOL...

Tori said...

I want to follow your blog! :)