Reminisce old memories

one - i think i did the right thing. and it doesn't matter what you think.
TWO - I'M BEGINING TO FEAR THAT YOU'RE RIGHT. PLEASE BE WRONG.
three - yes i'm a filthy hypocrite. but i mean well.
four - i'm sorry that i hurt you. but part of me is glad.

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It's been a while since I posted. I keep meaning to, I'm just not sure what I have to say here. But, as per usual, I'm sure I'll discover that when I start.

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Let's start at Thursday. Thursday was a bad, bad day. You know how some days are just awful? Well that was Thursday(but I found my pen). Until I got home (Thankyou). Although when I did homework it was a little crappy again. But, you know, homework is just like that.

And then we get to Friday. Friday was a good day. Not as good as Wednesday, but beter than Thursday. The whole day was about at 8. And then I got home, and people started being weird. And when I say people, I mean everyone I know, suddenly decided to be weird together. But then I left and went to my grandads (=D) and when I came back, it was nice again. So I did some studying.

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Yes, I'm weird like that. When I'm in a good mood, I like to study. It works out well though. Because other people think study and immediately =S =( and I think study and go =D. Now my study book is coated with sunshine and smiles. =P

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hmmmms...
My sister and I have had this song stuck in our heads (and thus our neghbours' heads) for about a week now. She told me never to watch the video clip, and I think I saw part of it on Channel [V] and can totally understand where she's coming from. So here is a link to the video with only lyrics :L Oh yeah, and the song is Don't Trust Me by 3oh!3 (I know you've all heard it. hear it again. it is a good song)

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I'm sorry. Yeah, and maybe sorry doesn't always cut it. But I don't know what else I can say. I know that whatever I say, you're never going to understand. You're never going to understand, because you're not me, and you're never going to be able to see it from my perspctive. I doubt you'll ever understand me, I doubt I'll ever understand myself, I just thought that... maybe... you could put up with my bad days in exchange for my good ones. I'm really, really sorry (again).

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The song for today:
(Ok, not really. But let's pretend? It's a good song...ish.)
If Today Was Your Last Day

My best friend ave me the best advice
He said each day's a gift and not a given right
Leave no stone unturned, leave your fears behind
And try to take the path less travelled by
That first step you take is the longest stride

If today was your last day, and tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
Would you live each moment like you last?
Leave old pictures in the past?
Donate every dime you had?
If today was your last day
What if, what if, today was was your last day?

Against the grain should be a way of life
What's worth the price is always worth the fight
Every second counts, cuz there's no second try
So live like you'll never live it twice
Don't take the free ride in your own life

If today was your last day, and tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
Would you live each moment like your last?
Leave old pictures in the past?
Donat every dime you had?

Would you call old friends you never see?
Rminisce old memories?
Would you forgive your enemies?
And would you find that one you're dreaming of?
Swear up and down to God above?
That you'd finally fall in love, if today was your last day?

If today was your last day,
Would you make you mark by mending a broken heart?
You'd know it's never too late to shoot for the stars
Regardless of who you are

So do whatever it takes
Cuz you can't rewind a moment in this life
Let nothing satnd in your way
Cuz the hands of time are never on your side

If today was your last day, and tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
Would you live each moment like you last?
Leave old pictures in the past?
Donate every dime you had?

And would you call old friends you never see?
Reminisce old memories
Would you forgive your enemies?
And would you find that one you're dreaming of?
Swear up and down to God above
That you'd finally fall in love

If today was your last day