~ Amy <3 ~

Today I was talking to Lizzie. About Amy mainly…and 8R…and how much we miss both. Because no 8R is what made us lose Amy.

I want her back. And I know that it’s selfish, cuz she’s been my friend for 2 years, and I’m sure that someone else deserves her more, but I don’t care. I miss how I used to look at her and smile, and she’d ask me what was wrong cuz she could see through my smile. I miss being surprised when she asked me if I was okay, cuz I was trying so hard to cover up that I wasn’t.

And sometimes I’d tell her I was fine, and sometimes I’d actually tell her what was wrong… and she’d make it go away, she’d fix it. It seemed so easy to her.

I guess I just want it to go away again…