i havent blogged about you in forever
you see everything else in my life is going awesome
and you? not so much
everything else falls into place, except for you
and i dont want my whole life to revolve around you
im so over all of that
guys are just "the icing"
ur not supposed to mean so much to me
so i havent blogged about you
ive made an effort not to
my blogspot was a happy, friendly place
people smiled, and reminisced
thats how it should be, i dont want it all about you
i dont want you to mean that much to me
but you do, you mean the world to me
and thats not so bad, i guess
its just sort of annoying
especially since you hate me so much
which i dont get by the way
why do you hate me??
im not that bad a person
im alright once you get to know me
which you dont!!
with you, i dont deserve a second chance,
i deserve a first one
cuz you never gave me that
you never gave me a chance
maybe im not actually as bad as you think
maybe im a good person
did you ever think of that??
you know, i was walking to the station this morning,
and i was thinking about how, every song i knowit relates to someone in my life
each person has one or two songs ill hear, and think of them
but you, every song i hear relates to you
and I KNOW, im doing it again
im being all cheesy and uggh
but, i need you to get this!
i think, when i started to like you, i made the decision
well, you hated me, and i was scared of that
i didnt want someone to hate me, so i gave you a reason
i gave myself a 'woe is me'
i think i made this conscious decision to like you
so i tried to get to know you better, it was logical, right?
i hardly knew you, you hated me
that scared me, that made me feel bad about myself
i thought, maybe if i figured you out
id understand why you hated me
i did, i started paying attention to you
i noticed that, deep down, you're nice!
when someone's standing or sitting on the floor, you give them your seat
or the year 7s with squad, you carry their suitcases down stairs
you're a really nice person, to everyone except me!
so, deciding to like you made me start to like you
and i know, this whole thing sounds stupid
but i just want you to understand this
i want you to understand that i love who you are
who you are around everyone else in the world
do you know how nice you are to perfect strangers??
and yet, with me, youve never cared
and i really want you to care!
i want you to give a damn about me!
i want you to know me, for who i am
and maybe, youd actually like me
im gonna go now
because there are about a million things i could be doing that are a lot more important than writing this...
i just wanted you to get it...
I love to watch you
You're like candy to my eyes
Like a movie that you've seen
But you gotta watch just one more time
But that smile you're wearing
It's a beautiful disguise
It's just something you put on
To hide the emptiness inside
And you seem so lonely
But you don't have to anymore...
If you're a heart without a home
A rebel without a cause
If you feel as though
You're always stranded on the shore
Like a thief in the night
Let me steal your heart away
Baby if a reason’s, what you're looking for
I'll be yours
I'll be yours
You need a new sensation
One you never had before
I got a feeling if I gave you some
You'd probably want some more
Did you know that baby
You're the bluebird in my sky
I only wanna make you happy cause
I love to see you fly
And if you feel lonely
You don't have to anymore
If you're a heart without a home
A rebel without a cause
If you feel as though
You're always stranded on the shore
Like a thief in the night
Let me steal your heart away
Baby if a reason’s, what you're looking for
I'll be yours
I'll be yours
A rebel without a cause
If you feel as though
You're always stranded on the shore
Like a thief in the night
Let me steal your heart away
Baby if a reason’s, what you're looking for
I'll be yours
I'll be yours
I'll be the raft in the tide
I'll be yours
I'll be the truth in the light
And what's more
When no one opens the door
I'll be the hope that you're looking for
If you're a heart without a home
A rebel without a cause
If you feel as though
You're always stranded on the shore
Like a thief in the night
Let me steal your heart away
Baby if a reason’s, what you're looking for
I'll be yours
A rebel without a cause
If you feel as though
You're always stranded on the shore
Like a thief in the night
Let me steal your heart away
Baby if a reason’s, what you're looking for
I'll be yours
I'll be yours...
1 comment:
:( poor ebony
"the icing" where did you get THAT from i wonder.. LOL! :)
i hate boys...
but i cant help but love them at the same time :D
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