And I've realised that maybe I made the wrong decision with you and I should have given you more of a chance. I just can't do this forever. At some point, enough is enough.
I'm sorry for getting angry at you but I'm more that you didn't care. You never care. You get pissed off, but you don't care. For once in your goddamn life, give a fuck about someone else.
"Don't be humble. You're not important enough."
I like that. I like it a lot.
And I don't know if you're modest or crazy. Maybe I just want to be you...
So you say "it's a date" and he says "no it's not it's an appointment"...
Maybe all our loneliness is just an illusion
And I could say the same about our happiness...
Sometimes life does something utterly amazing like give you a book or introduce you to someone and it's like the planets have alligned for you.
But I do take this as an indicator of what should be.
An extension on an assignment doesn't mean you leave it to the last minute...
A conversation with a friend doesn't mean you stop living your own life.
How can I be there for you when I'm so busy being there for myself?
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| How can anything be worth anything if it lasts forever? |
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As always, I'm never quite sure if it's about me or not.
I'm well aware that I am a much less important part of your life these days, but I'd like to think I at least crossed your mind this week...
The alternative is too painful to consider.
Well, as always, every part of this was about a different person because I have mental health problems. And yes, you did cross my mind, happy birthday. :)
Hey, don't talk to ME about mental health problems! :P
Thank You. :)
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