Hello, I'm Ebony, and I am lying to the entire world. I am lying because I am scared of what you will think if you hear the truth. I'm lying because I'm scared of what you will say to me. Of how disappointed you will be in me. I'm lying because you are always disappointed in me, and I can't bear it. And you think I do it to annoy but I don't. I'm so scared of disappointing you that I pretend to not try to impress you.
Hello, I'm Ebony, and I don't want a good job. All I want is to spend my life being a mother. I want to trek back and forth to school and extracurricular activities. I want to cook a meal everynight with my daughter, and then put on something lovely and have dinner with my family.
Hello, I'm Ebony, and I'm a dreamer. I spend more time thinking about what's potentially going to happen in the future than actually living in the present. I don't pay attention to what I'm doing, more what I've done, and what I'm going to do. I live in the past and the future. I live in my dreams.
Hello, I'm Ebony, and I'm going to be ok. And I flip out and I worry about shit that doesn't need to be worried about, and I even have dreams about fictional characters and wake up hating their enemies (that means you Addison Shephard). But I'm going to be okay. Everything's going to be ok.
Hello, I'm Ebony, and I'd like to hear about your life. Who are you? What are you like?
Friday, 22 January 2010
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Hello I'm Candice and I am a dreamer, a hoper, a drifter who wants to be happy and successful in life. [:
Hello.
I'm not ... 100% on who I am.
I'm the person who grew up thinking what they were feeling was wrong, because it was unusual what I felt.
So I stopped feeling, and started to think about everything instead.
People think I'm understanding. It's only because I can't feel for myself. I just take your side.
I want to remember what it's like to feel without thinking.
I'm not really sure if I'm a valid human being, or if I'm just a body with a missing soul.
O.o
I just thought i'd let you know that thats not me above Ebz, lol scary, sounds kinda similar...
*HUGZ* for Anonymous, you'll find your soul one day :)
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