semipermanent

I'm a little bit insecure
From all of this mis-treatment
But see I'm workin it out
Workin it out you're so damn hard
When you learn

I am running out of words
To say to you, wondering why im
Wasting my time
Thinking back and won-dering why
I'm such a fool for loving you

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You know how when you're at school, and your teacher moves you for talking, and she says "that will be your seat from now on", you have this feeling, that everything is...permanent. The seat you're in, you're always going to sit in. That's how I feel when I sit next to you.

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I've been waiting my whole life
For a someone like you
To go and pick me up and take away my blues
Its been one hell of a year
In my own shoes
But I've got some questions for you

Did it hurt when you fell from heaven
Did it hurt just to know I was right here waitin
Do you know, do you know
It was love from the first time we touched

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I don't blog for my readers that much. I blog for myself. So I tlak in code a lot, or use the word "you". Sure, I'm an annoying bitch, but if people care they ask, and if they don't, they don't have to.

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I'm in trouble
I'm an addict
I'm addicted to this girl
She's got my heart tied in a knot
And my stomach in a whirl

But even worse
I can't stop calling her
She's all I want and more
I mean damn
What's not to adore?

I've been playing too much guitar
I, I've been listening to jazz
I called so many times
I swear she's going mad